Happy Chinew New Year III

Day 2,

just hanging out with my cousins.

and mom planned to go down Kuala Terengganu.

yes, whole journey is SLEEP.

reached there around 1pm and start visiting cousins house.

yeah more angpau to come.

my angpau is gathering as high as mountain.

xD

got back around 6pm in the afternoon.

too bad i don't have the pictures we took at KT.

the ONLY THING i remember is GAMBLING.

 

gambling ends my day!

(:

it was awesomeness ! 

went to mexica to eat dinner.

seriously, i think mexica dinner set is stupid.

and most of it was terrible.

it's not a pleasant dinner afterall.

but who cares?

i gambled after the dinner and won like RM50+ AGAIN.

i was super lucky.

got back home around 1am in the morning..

and yeah, tired and fall asleep.

Day 3,

i woke up !

and first thing is COUNT MY CASH.

*kaching*

and change all my 1 dollar note with my mom.

yeah, mom tried to steal some from me.

but failed.

change to a bigger note.

went my cousins house for like lunch.

and my lunch is bird nest.

lol how weird =.='

never had lunch as bird nest.

and drove to my aunt house again to have ginseng soup.

then drove down to KL.

reach there..

START TAKING ANGPAU.

my aunt house very big man..

never been to KL banglow before actually.

huge.

all i can say.

and night time, SHOPPING time.

end of my day ! :D

Happy Chinese New Year II

Okay.
First day of CNY.
Planned to wear black but NO.
Mom said it gives bad luck.
So I just wear a pink shirt with pants.
Simple CNY.

Woke up quite early..
And I don't feel like eating gah!
And waited for aunt they all to come.
While waiting its too suffering..
Decided to join bi hui they all for visiting houses.

I drove out and go to bi hui 's house first.
Only baoshian is there only.
That's interesting..
So we sit and chat.
Wait for jiayin and fangyuan to come.
They were slow technically.

When they reached.. And chiewee came too!
Great!
We even talk and chat..
And decided to gamble at first but nah.
So just change place...
Next, fangyuan house.

We drove and drove.
Yeah, reached.
We sit and talk lol.
Talkative bunch of freaks.
Eat and drink.
Imma waiting for my mom to call me whether they going other aunt house or what.
But NO!
No call no nothing and I thought they were just sitting there doing nothing at home.

So decided to go Jiayin house.
And we sat there and wait for Kar Ann to arrive.
When she is finally here, my house is next.
Too bad baoshian can't go because she has to go movie with her cousins.

My house!
Bihui was actually in front of me but I don't know until half way she suddenly turn back.
I was wondering what happen.
Yeah, and know what?
Kar Ann was lost lol !

I reached my house.
And my cousin is here already.
They ALREADY VISITED MY OTHER UNCLE/AUNTY HOUSE WITHOUT ME.
How sad?!
But they still gave it to my mom!
Awesome.
Still got angpau without going.

They came to my house and my mom..
Yeah she started to get addicted to gamble.
She started to gamble and left me and my friends alone at home.
We were watching TV.
Most probably they came my house is to watch movie.
That was great.
lol !

After they left...
I started to ran to my uncle house to gamble.
Gamble addicts !
We gambled from 430pm till 8pm at night.
It was super cool.
I won like 50 bucks in total.

In between, we eat, talk and shout !
Losing money and winning money.
Spirit of CNY.
Not a boring year after all.

At night we ate some dinner and started to play with my cousins phone.
And we even wrote a stupid status on his wall.
How fun.
xD

And firecracker.
Yeah not to forget this.
The firecracker is so loud, it trigger neighbor house.
So loud.

That's all for day 1 or CNY.

Happy Chinese New Year I

The only free time I could like blog a bit about CNY.
Was toooo busy with gambling and other stuff.
That was tough.
(:

On the 30th night.
I didn't go back to KB.
So, went to my cousin house to have dinner.
Reunion dinner.
My aunt cooked steamboat.
It was the best steamboat EVER!

She cooked shark fin soup.
Abalone from Australia.
Crabs from Hokkaido.
Prawns.
Japanese tofu.
Ginseng soup.
Fish balls.
Fish.
Chicken.
It was like awesomeeee!

Finish eating bloated !
:D
Then later on putting firecracker.
Firecracker is kinda stupid.
It was boring.
Growing..

In d afternoon, I was like went to megamall capcom station to play the dancing machine.
That was fun !
I need to go there next time.
I'm not as pro as other people.
Beginner.
But it makes me sweat!
That's good.
Make it as an exercise haha ;D

Great CNY because my cousin is back!
And got more angpau than ever.

Freedom.

After worked.
Feeling awesome because it's Chinese New Year.
This year not going back to Kota Bahru because my cousin from Australia is back in Kuantan !
<3

They spend a week here only ):
Because they going to start school next next Monday.
It was super fast !
They don't have holidays during CNY.

I went down to KL to fetch them.
From the airport.
And we got to go VIP lounge in such coincidence :D
Dad got Estima to fit 6 people with tons of luggage.
So, when going down KL, I'm the one who is behind the wheels.
Excited !
I didn't crash into any road or cars.
And driving it with 140km/j is a very dangerous and scary experience.
While my parents is sleeping sweet an sound zzz

I even drove in KL city.
Never gonna drive it again because it is super crowded !
And my first experience.

So first went to KLCC and parents got their CNY clothing.
And I got nothing there.
Went to eat gelato ice cream cost RM9 for a small stick of ice cream.
It was sooooooooooo good I could eat it all.
YUM!
Around 5pm again, we left KLCC and it was super jam.
We avoid the traffic and reach KLIA around 630pm.

Got to the airport and I miss it so much.
Have been quite sometimes haven't step on the plane.
Kinda miss the time when we got on d plane.
Hahaha :D

While waiting, we went to grab something to eat and shopping lol.
We shop for perfume ofcourse xD
And I got mine !
Burberry The Beat.
Like the smell.
Since my Bvlgari finished.
(:

Waited for their flight to arrived at 8pm.
And waited almost an hour for them to come out.
And left KLIA.
But jam everywhere!
West coast!
Everyone is going back to their hometown.
Bumper-to-bumper.

Managed to reach Kuantan around 2am.
It was terrible.
So tired and just fall asleep.

And now!
Tonight is the reunion dinner !
(:
Having steamboat.
Yummy !

Coloured my nails for CNY.
Green for hand, bright orange for legs.

Working end.

Working is tough GAHH :/
Know it too well especially at the mall.
Just never ever gonna go to d mall work ever again.

For the first few days.
It was crazy.
Stand until my leg pain.
That's okay.
Most of all need to squat and stand and walk for thousands of time.
And bloody crazy customers that do extremely horrible stuff like asking us to take size 5,6,7 & 8 for each of the shoes for her/he to try on.

Shoes company.
And 1 hour break.
Is not enough.
Because for that 1 hour break, I just want to sit at a place.
And DON'T HAVE TO WALK.
And I really sit at the place until last 5 mins only walk back to the shop.

Worst case scenario.
Eat bread almost everyday.
Well, bread..
RotiBoy - the only bread shop.
The bread is good but after eating for few days.
I started to feel a bit vomit.
Because flour.
But finally Jia Yin introduced me to a chinese shop behind the mall.
Cheap & nice.
For the first day, I didn't know that every meat/tofu etc that u add have to pay 60 cents.
So I add and add and add.
And gah!
Cost me RM6 for a bowl of noodles.
Pathetic life.

At night, TAJ.
Roti Telur.
I ate almost RM6.50 for TAJ.
I ordered Roto Telur, Milo Ais and Ikan.
The Ikan cost me the most.
Realized that TAJ also can be expensive sometimes.

Customer worst case scenario.
Question popped.
C ( customer ) : ini kulit anjing keh?
Me : em bukan. Kulit lembu.
C : betul?
Me : yes. Kulit lembu.
C : confirmed??
Me : confirmed.
C : tapi ada gambar anjing?
Me : Cuma gambar je.
( customer walked away )

Case 2 :
One old couple walked.
He asked : what brand is this?
Me : hush puppies.
He : huh? What brand?
Me : gao zai pai ( Cantonese )
He : Bata shoes?
Me : *smile*
He picked up a red high heels.
And said : this is Michael Jackson's mom wear before...
I was like *smile*
Shirley is laughing like mad on d floor already.
He asked again : how much?
I said : after discount, is RM65.
He heard wrongly and said : RM15?!
I said : no is RM65.
He said : BATA SHOES ALSO NEED RM 65?!
He walked away....
He thought is Bata shoes all along.

Swt =.="
Well customer is funny.
Well, some are. So gave us lots of laughter to laugh of.
And I still remember Shirley said : 趁我们还年轻，要做些疯狂的事.
HAHAHAHAHA :D
And we did a very funny stuff !
We did......
better don't write if not...
我死无全尸 hahaha :D
But still super funny when I think of her look.

Normally weekdays less people.
Weekend is tons of human.
Mostly get ready for CNY.
Carrefour has cheap sales etc.
Jia Yin and I got a free pad sample at Carrefour lol.
And last weekend.. Jeanne work at carrefour temporary at the drinks section.
Whenever I break, we just go there and pour her drink and quench my thirst.
Is like free drink xD
Hahaha :D lots of great stuff.

Saw quite number of friends at the mall.
Got to chat awhile.
Even got the chance to do some cray stuff and hear some crazy people saying funny stuff.

It going to end soon.
Tomorrow is the day.
I'm going KLIA on Friday.

Kinda miss this job thou.
Even though I have to push the metal gates and wrap it up with clothes.
And finish work at 1030pm.
Leg sore.
Sick.
Cough.
Flu.
Cold aircon.
And tired.
Still will miss it.
All the funny stuff he heard and did.

When i said I MISS it, I mean the funny stuff not the JOB.
I even saw Puan Lee at the mall.
We were trying to avoid her most of the time.
But still meet her at last too.
lol funny.

Working.

Working at the mall is the most toughest part ever.
10 hrs of standing.
Choosy customers.
And most of all can't sit.
Tragic part : have to eat bread for lunch and dinner.

没想到堂堂周家大小姐沦落到这个地步
Shirley said so.
Yes omg!
I'm so totally agree with this shit.
Got RM5 in my purse and I can't find anything less than RM5 in east coast mall.
End up : bread.

Well Shirley and I decide every dinner and lunch go Carrefour buy bread.
Can't finish can keep it till the next day.
Economical and cheap.
Going to eat that for the past 2 weeks I guess gahhhhhhh :O

Most of all today.
See Jin Ann and Lim Fang Wei very terrible.
Both of them walk pass by the shop and smile evily at us and waved.
While us, pathetically helping ups and downs.

Chong Jia Yin and Lim Fang Wei 'laughed' at us.
While we! Squatting down checking for boxes.
My leg.
Paralyzed.

And yesterday night I worked until 1am !
I never in my life work until 1am.
And I SWEAR never ever will go to d mall work anymore.
NEVER.
And got scolded on d first day because we were doing nothing.
Wth there's a Malay women!
Omg I hate her lots!
Feel like punching her face every time she smiles at me.

Urgh.
I'm going to bed.
Nights.

Conversation

Well today is another boring day.
Total boredom.
Went to dyed my hair (:
Actually I wanted to dye my hair black back ><
Because I miss my old colour and most of all..
My hair kinda dry gahh ):
I need to use like tons of conditioner.
To maintain it back to silky and not dry and dullness.

But still happy with d result and my dad said he wanted to dye d same colour as mine because it's too pretty.
hahaha :D
After finish dyeing..
Around 2pm, dad offered to bring me for lunch.
Awesome I don't have to pay again.

We went to seng kong for lunch.
Ordered Penang laksa.
Oh god! The laksa is terrible.
No taste at all.
Worst than the last time I ate.
Dad ordered a char siu pau and lo Mai kai.

While waiting...
He popped out a question.
He asked : Jie when are u going to start work?
Me : tomorrow lor.
Dad : then who going to fetch you there?
Me : you la! I'm working until 12am.
Dad : *shocked* what?! Why so late?
Me : because they having fair so need to arrange after the working hours.
Dad : oh. This job you play play enough.
Me was like huh? Plaaaay plaaaay.
Me : oh.
Dad : you shouldn't be working this job at first! This is experience and let you play. After CNY you better find other job. Useful job rather just standing there waiting for customers.
Me : ok la.
Dad : this job doesn't suit u at all.
Me : then what job suit me?
Dad : ...................
Me : u want hire me work? I want a month 1300.
Dad : u crazy ah?
Me : or u could get me a bag. Or a camera.
Dad : .................
Me : then what you want me to do?
Dad : do something useful that helps in the future. Maybe somewhere else.
Me : but if working at a firm, usually low paid.
Dad : you want so high paid for what?
Me : I want buy bags la! U also don't want buy. Promise already say too expensive this and that. Reason a lot!
Dad : ..............
( his food arriving )
Dad : let's eat.
Me : always change topics. Super sien!
Dad : ...............

all I could say is he's boring.
Talk to him is wasting my energy.
But still accompany him for lunch is a I could do as long i don't talk to him crap.

:D
What a day.
I'm so lonely today.
Tetris battle accompany whole day.
And he's working.
I didn't even text more than 20 a day.
Well, I want to eat roti telur tomorrow!
And now I should sleep.

saliva dripping.

seeing this bag.
makes me feel super sad.
and now !
i decided to give up my DSLR first.
and get this bag.
lololololol.

it's around EU 845.
around RM 3000+
AND planned to start to keep money.
and CNY money.
and every money i manage to get.
to buy this bag omgggg.

i'm crazy and i know it.
pray hard.
hope to get it after CNY if possible.
<3
<3

Wishlist

#balenciaga handbag
#bottega veneta hand bracelet
#DSLR camera ( most emo part )
#mulberry Alexa handbag
#London trip
#USA trip during summer break ( I hope I could go )
#dancing class
#swimming lesson
#lady gaga heartbeat earphone lol.
#get my blackberry for a makeover
#hope apple would come out with a better iOS *GRRRR*
#vitaminwater OH God. *finger crossed*
#Marc Jacobs mini shoulder bag
#Chanel hand bag ( won't be happening so soon but still in my wishlist )
#new watch ( leather watch )
#birkin Hermes bag xDDD
#Chanel ballet flats gahhh :O in my dream xD
**#he would have more time to accompany me ):
#birkenstock shoes from Europe would be cheaper than in Malaysia.
#earn more MONEY
#taylor swift concert
#road trip with him <3
#watch sunrise at the beach ( I some up very late )
#change my style like pronto !
#Hawaii for holiday GAHH!
#fairytales love story xD ( dreaming )
#last but not least wants to grow taller I feel so short ); I'm a shortie. Pathetic life of a shortie ):

Well that's all I can think of.

Influential.

Oh well, I'm surrounded with rich people.
Well, like serious rich people.
Urgh, show off.
*patience* *nirvana*
Well I might not be as rich as them..
I might not have designer stuff as much as them.
But I have my own goal that I will earn that money to get my very own designer bags.

Well, by looking at what they carrying..
What they wearing..
Really makes me feel like I'm like a poor freaky somebody.
But when I just stay with my friends and him, I feel like I'm a very normal person.
I don't have to be as rich as them.
I'm just easily got influenced by their existence.

Sometimes I want to be normal.
Sometimes not.
Rich kids get what they want.
I must earn like a good result or some stuff only can get what I really want.
They have everything in this world.
Wish to be like them.

Normal, it's very normal to me.
Have fun with friends.
High tea at mamak stall.
*never been there before*
After that, got addicted.
Even cheapest stuff also have their good taste.
And walk with friends in night market.
When I'm small until secondary, never been to a night market because dad won't allow us there.
He thinks it's very cheap and dirty.
Well after went with my mom and friends, it's not that bad after all.
It's very cool and found few good noodles stall specifically like.

Don't have to go high class restaurant.
Don't have to wear super expensive clothes.
Don't have to choose place.
Because each place have their unique style.
Even a normal bread dipped with eggs is very tasty.
Homemade is always the best!

My dad is a very particular person.
He wont let us drive motorcycle because it's super dangerous.
He won't let us go chi chiong kai because the place is kinda low grade and many weird people.
Basically until now! I've not been there before. Not even near the area.
He won't let us eat stall beside the street because it's dirty and mostly only worker would go there to eat.
But still it's kinda cool thou lol.

Well basically precisely im kinda picky person too.
Don't believe can ask my friend!
hahaha :D
Picky in the sense that not because I'm rich or what.
I'm just buying the quality of the clothes.
And FYI people stop saying me I'm rich or what only buy those expensive clothes.
I got very offended when people said I'm rich so I can afford those clothes.
I wore those clothes because it's comfy and the quality is good enough for me to wear it longer.

Although my dad is my private ATM xD
I still don't simply use the money on anything else.
I keep money and use it on something I like.
Splurge on bags mostly.
(:

Still get OFFENDED when people said that.
I still go to work and teach piano for extra money.
Most of all I don't sit at home doing nothing.
Buying stuff online.
( not saying Jiayi they'll )
Just somebody specific.

I paid for Leehom's concert ticket.
I paid for my trip to KL after the CNY.
Hope this year my aunt would give me more money in d angpau.
Because this xiao jie wants to go shopping to get some stuff :D
But I know my aunt from Australia would give me a big angpau everytime she comes to Malaysia.
That's the most happiest part.

CNY.
I could eat fish.
Chicken.
Prawn.
Crabs.
Shark fin.
Abalone.
Toooo many.
But what I love the most is my auntie's 猪肚汤 or is really call this?
I'm not sure ><
The soup kind spicy and it feel super warm when u drink it down.

Maybe by that time I would forget about everything and richness.
Because no matter what, with family or friends, I'm always will be normal.
And don't have to worry about comparison with my friends.

That's my sort of story today.
:D

Starting work soon.
On the 5th.
Hush Puppies.
My first work at the mall.
I'm kind of excited because I never work at the mall before.
And wanted to feel how it really feels like.

Craps.
Peace.

heaven & hell.

well suppose a guy.
2 types of guys.
a rich guy and a middle class guy.

when a guy is at his down..
he wanted to reach to the top..
and he work hard.
at that time, he won't be having much time accompany you.
all he will be busy with his work and stuff.
but then..

when he reached to the top..
you won't be even seeing him frequently.
he won't be accompany you celebrating your birthday.
he might not have dinner, lunch and breakfast with you..
or maybe he won't even attend on special day..

when he's poor, he hope he will be rich one day.
hope he would buy you a lot of thing.
from head to toes.
branded bags..
from Aigner.. Burberry.. LV to even Zegna.
from A-Z..
give you a better life.. better hope..

to have something awesome you have to sacrifice something..
his time with you..
his time will be given to work, office..
outstation..
you might be seeing him once a week or once a month..
so he could give u a better lifestyle..

dad is a very good example..
when i'm still a young girl..
dad always bring us to shopping mall on saturday and sunday after breakfast or dinner.
to window shopping.
even bring us to the park to jog and play with us..
and even play badminton with us..
that time.. he's still a poor man.
with not much money..
can't get me what i want it now..

still he spend most of the time watching movie at home with us..
walk at the park..
have breakfast with us every morning..
even send me to and from tuition class...

we don't have a proper car..
we don't sit BMW..
we don't eat at Cherating Steak house..
we don't go travel..
and my mom said every end of the month their bank left only RM 30..
i don't understand and i don't know how they feel at such a young age..
until now, i still never can feel how my dad and mom suffered..

one whole family share a computer..
and i still remember the computer is super cheap..
and somebody gave us their olds..
everything in our life is free..
using other's old stuff..

everyone looking down at us..
but i tell myself when my dad got rich, they will see how have we became..
from a poor man to a rich guy..
always said my dad from a 2nd hand old proton and jump to sit his first BMW..
and got me a BRAND new car..

sacrificed.
time.
dad never bring us to the mall anymore..
we don't go to the park anymore..
we don't play badminton anymore..
and most of all we don't watch movie together anymore..

i see my dad 1 hour or 2 hours a day..
and we don't talk much..
all i asked him is money..
because i don't have money to use anymore xDDD
well all he asked me is whether i had my dinner or taken my bath..
he became more stressful..
easily angry..
less chatting with him..
we don't jokes..
we don't laugh..
well we all do our own stuff everyday..
and we don't eat breakfast together anymore..

even on sunday he has to work or outstation..
and mom have to go Tzu Chi to help out..
while sister just stick herself with computer...
while I shopping at the mall..
we even skipped breakfast..
a normal birthday present is never a perfect handmade card..
a father present is never a hug..
all is material stuff..
belt, bags?

i opened up my dad drawer and saw the card i made when i was kindergarden..
made me feel so sad..
he still kept the card i draw..
a very ugly drawing.. with horrible writing..
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.
I LOVE YOU.
<3 with a heart coloured with red pencil colour..
glitter scattered..
and a pencil box i sew for him !

2012.
i'm already 20 years old..
soon later on, i will be going university..
i might not be at home frequently..
won't be listening to mom's nagging soon..
or maybe dad talking on d phone..

suddenly i don't feel like growing up anymore..
i don't want to leave my house my home and my family..
can't drink any barley water my mom cooked..
or even hearing my dad say : when u want to wash your car?
or shouting : jie go fetch your mei.

feel like life's too short.
dad and mom growing older day by day..
they just dye their grey hair black..
i realized their grey hair getting more and more..
times is getting shorter and shorter..

people really should stop watching movie on computer..
stop watching korean movie..
korean star..
or even looking at bags online ( like me )
spend some times with your loved ones.
family..

made me think whether i still want a guy that accompany me..
or let me have a good life..
i'm just can't made my decision.

live your life !