Sunday, May 27, 2012

Ami, Freunde, amici, 友達と, 친구

for you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you.

first is for you.
we've been in a great relationship for quite sometimes..
i know how's your temper goes.
you will think i'm stupid sometimes.
or maybe talk rubbish sometimes.
but okay fine.
i get it.
and WHEN I SAID HER NOSE NOT NICE AT ALL, i meant it.
and YES, her nose annoys me, SO WHAT THE FUCKING PROBLEM YOU'RE SAYING?!

i know i shouldn't say that to you.
but yeah, I HATE IT sometimes when u said that.
BORROWING books from you is something i would do to just get to know something through the books !
sorry for borrowing from you, maybe i should get it from others because all i want from the book is SOMETHING not EVERYTHING.

secondly is for you.
although we've been in a great relationship for quite sometimes.
but i don't know whether is my problem or your problem that seems like there's a barrier between it.
maybe family problem causing u to be like this?
i won't be saying anything about it.
sometimes, i feel like you're selfish.
it's your life, you had chosen to be like this.
but somehow sometimes i feel like it's very funny..
we've a very different mind.

thirdly is for you.
we're good friends, not best friend.
it's like higher than a good friend, lower than a best friend.
but have fun talking to you.
you're alright i guess but maybe just that we're not connecting to the same wire.
but somehow, it's happy to know you.

forth is for you.
we're very good friends.
or i should said best friends for some moment.
but after that moment.
we still are but just something i don't know how to explain to tell it.
but you're alright too :)
different places at the different time..
sometimes we're not that close anymore.
but still appreciate.
and i know sometimes you would never let me know anything or tell any secret to me.
i know it.
and i won't try to act that i'm jealous or something.
because who just want to protect what u worried. your problems.

fifth is for you.
you're pretty in some ways.
you're fun.
you're great.
but just i don't know what to say.
you're not the 100% perfection friend.
but you would listen to what i complained about SOMETIMES.
but as time goes by, we just chat normally.
like a normal friend.

sixth is for you.
congratulation to you.
(:
you found something that is important to you.
and i bet u're having fun with it?
hehehe :D
you've become a new person.
a new person that you're hiding it from everyone.
you've changed.
i don't know is a good way or a bad way.
because you've grown.
grown mature.
not naive anymore i guess.
you've been doing something that u think is good for you.
sometimes that protects you from pain, dissapointment, and even sorrow and angers.
if you're happy this way.
u should be staying this way..
what's more important to you..

seventh is for you.
you're a great friends.
no temper.
just great.
but maybe there's something i couldn't find in you.
or something that you never showed?
well that's all right for me..
as long you're comfortable in your comfort zone.
we spend a great time together too. :)

last is for you.
u're not a good friend at all.
seriously..
no matter since small till now, you never a good friend and maintain a good friendship.
i know that you just trying to grab attention and you hope that somebody or someone would have equal treating.
but somehow, u trying to tell yourselves that.
miracle will happen but actually it won't.
and u still waiting for it and u still continue to do the same old thing over and over again.
how silly of u.
somehow, u don't have a constant friendship with somebody.
but still you can always finds somebody in the future.

maybe you should stick to me.
i will always be here for you no matter what.
and seeing is believing.
i believe what i saw.
don't be sad.
it's just emotional problem of you.
should be happy.
everything comes and goes.
although u're not the best, but you are good enough for being who you are.
:)

Saturday, May 26, 2012

understood

Anyone who has a continuous smile on his face conceals a toughness that is almost frightening.


Masks beneath masks until suddenly the bare bloodless skull.


There is a face beneath this mask, but it isn't me. I'm no more that face than I am the muscles beneath it, or the bones beneath that.

what are u with a mask?
who are u without a mask?

society is like a dark world, mid night.
try to search mask in middle of the night in google.
look at the mask one by one.
fear.
because mask made up of different thousand types of faces.
but at the same time, you trying to hide the fear.

hope there's nobody will know.
hope there's secret you trying to hide from.
hiding behind a mask you're wearing everyday.
take if off.
who are u?


sometimes not you and me.
is everyone.
wearing a mask in their daily life.
laughter & sorrow.
who will know?

we'll never know.
nobody can tell.
only you. 
yourselves.




Sunday, May 20, 2012

home sweet home

for the past few days, i was at college at PJ listening to some lecturer coaching class.
it was so boring, i would faint.
somehow feel like school life is much more better than college life.
people in college are most probably rich people and speaking pure english.
and the lecturer speak like bullet train.
people can leave however they want in class, not attending classes, listening to ipod in class, playing games in class..
yeah, its totally different kind of lifestyle.

most of all, thing around there is super expensive.
especially food.
just a small fried rice with few vegetables cost RM 6.
it's killing.
and some even late for class and teaching didn't even say a thing.
basically teacher won't even bother to care.

on saturday class, it was math class.
omggg, math is the most boring class ever.
the lecturer is from arab, and speak arabian slang.
it's hard to catch up.
but most of the math had learn during f6 so i know the basics.
she doesn't even know a single word of BM.

how ever, in the class..
met few girls and boys..
some from malacca, penang and ipoh..
there's a boy looks like jia wang A LOT.
they're like twins.
he sleeps like him, talks like him and even looks almost like him.
i don't know his name actually.. i know his surname is ONG.
and i feel super bad for snatching his seat on the second day.
sorry jiawang :(

there's few cute guys in the class too.
and one guys with white hair xD
makes me think of keehan.
but he got pointer 3.8 in STPM.
no wonder his hair turns white.
xDDD

leaving house and staying outside is something very different.
i miss my home when i'm there.
food, TV, unlimited supply of wifi internet, car.
but have to get used to it soon.

2nd day :
it was chemistry.
oh god damn, the lecturer is an indian.
and his chest hair is abundant, so annoying.
and he's addicted explaining chemistry.
talked about boyle's law etc etc etc and suddenly change the topics to physics.
OH NO.
it was extremely BORING.
i should stop talking about him.
so i decided to skip the class and called my cousin to fetch me to sunway pyramid !
wahahaha :D

he came and yeah, sunway and skipped the boring chemistry class.
it's kinda hard to find parking at sunway especially on sunday.
but we managed to find.
we chat and talk about his trip to JAPAN & he went there for 3 weeks.
i hate him so much.
and he bought nothing for me.
how pathetic -.-
but at least he treat me sushi.
* he better be *

there's some funny stuff happened.
we walked into the sushi restaurant,
the waiter asked : are you both couple? we having this promotion that couple could get a couple key chain some freaking stuff.
i was like WTH, DO WE LOOK LIKE COUPLE TO YOU?!
# FYI : my cousin almost 40 years old.
i said : NO *annoyed*
she said : okay it's okay, you still can get a couple key chain when u eat RM 100 above.
i said : okayyyy.. *annoyed*
walked into the restaurant..
my cousin told me : hey, u eat more okay?
i was like weird, i asked him back : why?????
he said : so we can get the key chain..
i said : omg, u seriously gonna get the couple key chain? i'm not going to use couple key chain with u okay?
he said : aiya, both i take lorh.
i said : omg how not gentleman are u.
he said : why?
i said : you should give me both so i could give it to my boyfriend and he will be couple with me.
he said : pfft, i'm paying for this lunch.
i said : SINCE you're paying, then nevermind then. you could take the key chain xDDD

2nd funny stuff happened.
i walked into a boutique shop at sunway and trying to look for dress.
before walking in..
i told my cousin : u want wait me outside or inside?
he said : follow you in la.
i said : omgggg, my old cousin is following me to look for dresses.
he said : cannot meh?
i said : can can can *annoyed*  you know what is FASHION?
he said : i don't know..
i said : what for u following me?!
he said : i can take a look mar, update my fashion sense.
#FYI : he wear like ah pek that day.
i said : okay okay okay.. u just look the clothes then.
so i walked in.. picking up few clothes and the shopkeeper came..
and my cousin was standing behind me..
so i asked : this dress nice anot?
he said : this ah... okay lorhhhhh..
i said : serious!
he said : quite pretty lorh, on you i don't know pretty anot.
i give him this annoyed look again !
and the shopkeeper saying something..
shopkeeper said : you should try this on, your boyfriend can give u some comments or opinion.. he thinks will be pretty on you.
i was like WTH again.
i said : he's not my boyfriend * annoyed *
shopkeeper said : oh, it he your father?
i said : NO.
shopkeeper said : oh, do u want to try this?
i said : do you have size 2? i can't fit size 6.
shopkeeper said : no, sorry, we don't have.
i said : okay then...
dissapointing walked away.

when i got out the shop, my cousin sitting at the bench there playing his phone.
i walked near him.
i said : seriously, izzit every guy so boring sitting at the bench looking at the phone?
he said : i got important thing to do mar, not like you, do nothing and shopping only.
i give him the ANNOYED look again.
he said : you finish shopping already? the clothes not suit you meh?
i said : suit is suit, but no size.
he burst into laughter.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
my looks : -.-
i said : what so funny?!
he said : you also have no size de meh?
i said : -.- cannot de meh? too thin mar.
he said : hahaha then eat more lorh, your boyfriend didn't feed you meh?
i said : he no time feed me.. you also thin like batang lorh, you buy clothes got size meh?
he said : guys different mar, wear bigger size maybe looks a bit bigger.
i said : -.- you sure?
he said : yes lar.
i said : okay okay okay, you win.

3rd funny stuff.
i asked : what u do at home just now?
he said : lap lantai lar.
LMAO
i said : lap lantai? hahahahaha can't believe u know how to lap lantai!
he said : no maid mar, have to lap myself. 3 weeks didn't lap lantai.
i said : 3 weeks?! what you do at home 3 weeks didn't lap lantai? dead?
he said : i went japan mar, u last minute call me, i just throw the lap on the floor and come out to fetch you. i have't lap finish..
i said : hahahahaha so sad.
he said : still laugh. if not because of u, i already lap finish my lantai already..
i said : don't like that, we're cousin mar.. should take care of me.
he said : pfft, you so old already should take care of yourselves.. you know how to lap lantai?
i said : no lar, but i plan already, when u got old, or got fired by people, no job, u can come my house lap lantai !
he said : terrible lar you, what cousin are you?
hahahahahahaha :D

basically it was weird to go out with my cousin.
but he's nice (:

basically that's all i guess.
(:

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Redang Trip.

back from the summerland.
summerland was okay i guess.
it rains at night ! that's sucks.
would just stay in the room and having some chit chat..

FROM KUANTAN - KUALA TERENGGANU
bus start at 1.30am in the morning..
the bus was super super bumpy i could say.
it was terrible ride.
feel vomiting and dizziness.
reach KT around 530am.
and we sat down and put down our luggage.
and baoshian, pikkuan, shirley, cs and i decided to take a walk to the nearest 7-eleven to have cup noodles for breakfast.
sound pathetic.
but that is the best we could get in the early morning.
until 620am i called the logistic details and the guy name - Mr Tan.
and most of them call him Uncle Tan ( known him for years, as if )

and there's a van bought us from KT to the Merang Jetty.
30 mins ride, fast and furious.
and reached there around 7-715am.
they sat down the nearby malay stall to eat nasi lemak.
the nasi lemak cost RM 5.
that's the main point xDD
and our boat started at 830am so we waited at the malay stall until the boat left.

FROM MERANG JETTY - REDANG ISLAND.
we sat a small speed boat.
it was very very scary and i feel super dizzy at first.
and vomit in the beginning.
but after awhile, it was alright and having fun of the small speed boat ride.
water splashing inside the boat and some faces and hands.
the water is super salty that when you taste your lips, like eating bare salt.
pictures :
 the sunrise in the morning with the sea (:

 the boat front view

 keehan - like a boss ( steady )

 seeyong - also steady.

 in the boat only fits like 14 people.

 the waves speed, it was fast (:


 pretty sunrise (:

REACHED REDANG ISLAND.
we finally reached there around 45 mins boat ride.
stopped at the nearby mini jetty.
and we just walked down and there's a some truck fetched us to our hotel.
so we don't have to walk, such lazy-ass.
pictures :



get checked in and i can't believe my aunt gave me a semi-D rooms.
i thought she would gave me a normal standard room.
happy with those rooms.

pictures :







this is the room basically we're living in.
satisfied about it.

IN THE AFTERNOON :
we went for snorkeling at somewhere in the middle of the ocean.
before leaving everyone applying sunblock..
to prevent any sunburn or skin peeling off.
and our journey start.
OH YEAH, forgotten about one more thing.
we rent the snorkeling set for RM 30 for 2 days.
we must take good care of the snorkeling trip to prevent any lost of the snorkeling set ( google, life jacket etc )
everyone started putting on their googles, life jacket.
pictures :












 his new nick name : Snorkeling Tan.





and our journey STARTED.
boat ride, during the boat ride, we met a HONG KONGese couple with a guy.
they're from HK and they are police in HK.
and they guy is a weirdo should i said?

reached the middle ocean.
snorkeling.
prepare for snorkeling.
not much corals and fishes.
mostly dark fishes i guess.
not much fishes to see.
and our googles kept on filled with water.
salty water to be specific.
pictures :













 the snorkeling couple <3

after snorkeling, we head back to hotel and take our tea break.
after that, we went back to our hotel room, take our bath and of course dinner time !
at night, started to rain and we stayed in the room chit chatting till night long (:

DAY 2 :
woke up in the morning, too bad it's raining.
there's so many funny stuff happened.
but that's not the main point yet.
woke up and have our breakfast..
we went for another snorkeling trip to the Marine Park Conservation.
and there's like a small rain but we still went.
we hang out at the beach there and there's lots of dead coral in the sea.
stepping it would hurts your legs.
and we brought some bread and throw into the ocean..
fishes were fighting for the bread.
pretty fishes..

we hang out there for an hour then we going back later on.
when we got back, all of us exhausted and decided to skip the next snorkeling trip in the afternoon.
we took our bath and eat lunch (:
after lunch, NAP !
:D how pathetic of us to have a nap on a vacation.
but we really is exhausted.

at 4pm, woke up for tea break.
after tea break, we went for a walk to laguna resort.
and as your all know there's a famous HK movie taken there before, more more tea inn.
pictures :
































for evening stroll.
 pictures :

















4 forever alone guy.
kinda funny looking at it.

at night, we just stay in the room and gamble.
and new nickname for keehan - Gamble Yung.
well, basically just lay back.

DAY 3 :
well, basically just finish breakfast at 830am.
we leaving Redang.
and time to say goodbye ! :D
good trip.