mood swing.

i realised.

people is not what i seen from the beginning.

people always change.

i don't get it.

why wanna treat people differently?

u may not know about it.

but people experienced it will feel it.

just try to be normal be normal as possible.

trying to act so cool and bring yourselves up high.

what's the point?

ya, people hunger for popularity.

get it.

many friends.

some treat you good.

some just trying to be nice.

don't treat you sincerely

so what for gaining so many unessesary friend at the first place.

oh ya, popularity again.

can u just forget about the popularity and concentrate being a morale person?!

what's wrong with people?

PLUS

sometimes we don't get what we want.

but don't get it so emotional and trying to get angry over a small thing.

u don't get it means you don't get it.

no point of crying !

giving that stupid look is so annoying sometimes.

grow up people.

get a life.

when somebody just scolded you or talking about something else,

can't u just shut up and ignore her?

what's the point of fighting back her?

people getting bad mood, you not in the good mood.

making whole trip so stupid and sucks.

fight over small thing..

urgh, it's so stupid sometimes.

PLUS

sorry to korean big fans.

not specific to anyone.

just sometimes, what so special about korean guys?

i can't get it.

talking about them every single day. hours. minutes. seconds.

don't get bored of it.

sucks.

screwed.

something happened.

i'm freaking scared.

screwed.

screwed.

screwed.

screwed.

will get nag soon.

craps.

peace.

rush

the rush.

rush of doing something.

but at the end, u don't have the courage to do it.

but sometimes we have to learn to let go something.

and bring out the 'um' to go do for it.

but when i succeed in one thing that u tried most of the time,

the feeling is damn good.

i feel like i'm that useless after all.

but somehow, it will fade away.

so, it's time for practice.

practice makes perfect.

nothing is perfect.

the sentences sound weird.

it's so contradiction.

anyway it's not important at all.

what's important that U TRIED.

and you give your very best in doing something.

fail or not doesn't matter.

it's the rush of doing it.

the feeling you want to do so.

adrenaline.

like i said : the rush.

well, the way u look thing have to change.

some you have to complain.

some u don't have to complain.

it's just how the way u see things.

sometimes expressing things out is better.

but keeping something behind also better.

there's no good or bad.

there's only lies and truth.

truth is always the hardest part.

u've no choice.

saying or doing something out of your control.

makes u feel good sometimes.

but at the same time, it hurts.

this is the truth.

and this is the life.

craps.

peace.

peace.

after a long day being overseas.

well, i really need some peace and quiet.

sometimes i get over bored here.

and did nothing at all.

well, sometimes i get over bored

i done some homework.

but homework let me become even bored.

boredom man.

contradictions.

wanted to go school just to fill up my time.

but at the same time, wanna stay home do nothing.

hope there's something outside would give me something to do.

that don't go over bored.

peace can give me some thoughts.

peace can let me calm my mind down.

well, i really miss my home.

where i can do something i always do.

not get restricted.

but same time got back home.

i've to catch up every homework i missed.

and push myself to do homework.

homework.

homework.

homework.

homework.

everyday, everywhere, everytime.

don't even remind my of that.

well, i just wanna die after i heard that.

sigh.

shrugged, don't know what to do.

peace.

craps.

Thoughts.

there're sometimes that we thought of something.

something very unreal, artificial.

but u wish it will happen.

u just don't have the courage to do that all alone.

u just want it to be a dream.

your dream.

the only dream

but too bad, it's still a dream.

well, it's not that we can control about it.

not we can do.

not we can predict.

happy from the beginning.

but it always end with a sad ending.

we don't live in fairytales.

we live in a real world.

that a world not happily ever after.

somehow, we just need to let go.

let go of something u love the most.

something u like the most.

even something u live the most.

wish it would never happen at all.

being alone is always good.

but still living alone in a small world.

doesn't change anything.

have to move on.

stay hardcore.

it's just devastated.

sad.

well, there's always better life out there.

will find it and get use to it.

craps.

peace.

world outside.

in Australia.

people is great, polite and most of all nice.

enviroment is good, fresh and most of all green.

people here actually recycle their rubbish, not like Malaysia.

houses here are big, quiet at night.

it's very peaceful.

will get a peaceful mind.

yesterday, i went to Carlingford High School.

my cousin school.

they having this performance at school.

band performance.

i thought it would be a small band or something..

it don't end up what i thought of !

the hall is damn freaking big.

bigger than SMART.

and most of all.

teachers here is damn funny and good.

they interact with students.

not like SMART.

well, now i get why keeboon and catherine are so addicted to overseas countries.

u never been there, u will never know.

even my cousin studying a normal very normal school.

it can even beat SMART down like a ant.

the image above just a small part of the band ONLY.

well, malaysian should motivate and be more active in different sports, subjects.

and AUSTRALIAN don't go tuition class.

craps.

peace.