Crazy.

Ah, pretty London and Paris. I want to go there ):
So waiting for my dad to give me the confirmation next year whether we're going.

And USA.
I'm greedy.
I want to go almost everywhere.
I'm crazzzzy.
But that not really crazy.
Now I'm crazy is about Christmas present.

Christmas is still a long way go..
But I'm already shopping for Christmas present online.
Plan to get something good for my mom since she wouldn't use the tod's we gave her!
And dooney and bourke that she bought HERSELF at USA.
Wasted.
But I used her bag once.
Better just give me because I use bags more than her.
All she use is a 10 dollar bag that she bought at Isetan.
It's awful.
Plan to get my mom either a Marc Jacobs small bag or maybe longchamps.
Either one.

And I bought him something special.
*surprise*

What should I get for my sister?
Maybe nothing.
She treats me bad *boooo*

Dad?
Hm, idk.
He seems to have almost everything.
Maybe I should get him a frames and our family portraits.
(:
But somehow he still wish my result is good.
That is what he wants the most.
Sigh.

I got my cousins some pretty stuff.
Just look thru the websites.
Maybe she will likes it.

I haven't got my friend stuff for the 2 days 1 night stay at Swiss Garden.
Talk about it..
The hotel rates is very high during December.
Maybe I should talk to them about the rates that I've asked.

Omg.
Can't wait for Christmas.
Excited for Christmas.
This the season jolly walalalalalalala~

I hope this will be the best Christmas and I could spend time with him since last year I'm not around.
And my birthday is coming in a month.
Woooooohoooooo.
But I'm having exam.
Terrible.

Think about holidays and presents and no more exams.
Makes me feel happy.

USA

Oh yeah! Mom let me go USA this year end or next year jan/feb to stay with my cousins!
Soooooooooooo excited.
But still the airplane ticket is expensive.
So, she still deciding.
But at the same time, she would email my cousins to let him know that I'm coming to stay with them and I might have the chance to have a look at the microsoft company at USA.

Or maybe California.
Or maybe New York/ the big apple.
The Disneyland
Yeah!
And the kodak theatre.
Hollywood.
Chicago.
Chinatown.
The beach.

Maybe I can officially sing 'oh yea yea yea~~~ party in the USA~'
I can't stop thinking of it.
USA.
united states of America.
White house.
The flag.
The museum.
The buildings
Wall street.

Obama.
Michael phelps.
Miley Cyrus?
Angelina Jolie?

*dreaming*

Off to bed.

Nails.

OMG

I'M SO OBSESSED WITH NAILS NOW A DAYS.

I'M JUST IN LOVE WITH ALL THE PRETTY STUFF.

pretty nails.

pretty design.

all pretty pretty.

there's too many picture of pretty nails..

so, decided to post few.

and will continue other days !

<3

Restless.

Time ticking by.
STPM is coming.
Next week is a holiday.

Well not really a holiday for me.
Study study study is what I will do along the holiday.

But I'm tired sometimes.
I don't know how to boost myself to be not tired.
I just wanna do home work.
But just don't have the pushing energy.
I need help!!
Boost boost boost.

All the pretty stuff.
I want to sleep.
I want to kill myself.
I hate why the maid don't want to iron my clothes.
So annoying.
She always complains she's tired what so ever.
And say will do I later.
But still she never comes back.
WTH.

Exam.

34 more days till STPM.
I'm starting to get nervous.
I feel like it's not enough time.
But at the same time im too tired.

Just feel like I wanted to do but it kinda like push me way back.
Oh god!
I can't stuck in this mood forever.
I don't wanna fail any subject.
I wanna go overseas.
At the same time, don't want also.
Some particular reasons.

Biology is tough.
I loved biology
But now.. It's time to let go.
But I'm selfish..
I wanna hold on to it.

Recently, music is the beat of my mood.
I found relaxation in music.
Pop, country, rock, alternative..
I need music.

I love my bed ):
I love my little book.
I love holiday.
I want to go HOLIDAY !
I want to go concert.
I want to eat candy.
I want to sing song lalala.
I'm sorry to Shirley for listening my out-of-tuned song haha xD
I want it to rain forever.
I want winter.
I want summer.
I wan autumn.
I want spring.
I want Chanel.
I want MONEY.
I want to sleep like a dead human.
I want Ng Che Siong to accompany me day and night xD
Healthy body
No stress
I want to jog at the park.
Inhale fresh air.
Take a normal breakfast everyday
Eat healthy food and not to skip my meals
Swimming on a hot day.
I want to see Iron Man - Robert Downey Juniors
I want to see Leehom.
I want to see Taylor Swift.

Don't want :
Do homework
Revise biology
Revise chemistry
Revise math
Revise PA
Go to school
See Ismail the perverted teacher
Drive to school everyday
Fail
Hot freaking weather
Mood swing
Menstrual cycle
Ng Che Siong to go home
)))):
Breast cancer
Cervix cancer
Kidney failure
Balding
Hair fall
Fat
Tired
Lung cancer
Skin cancer
Stress
Sit at home reading book
Be stupid
Most of all :
Die.

Ugh.
This is the list for now.
Will add on later.
I'm stressed.



I think the ring/bracelet of bones is damn awesome !
I want one too ):


Can you tell how thick is math paper?!
I don't think I can finish in a month.


Biology. ):

Flying.

Random pictures took this morning.
What a Monday blue.
Okay. Schools as usual.
Stressful.
Exam in 4 weeks.
I can't believe it's so fast.
Oh god. Let pray the Buddha's foot!

Well today.
Would like to talk about something.
That not really bother me.
But at the same time.
It's kinda confusing, irritating, mixed up.
Just feel like talking about it.
P/S : deactivate my Facebook account.
Addicted to it somehow.
Have to go for 'rehab' for a moment.

Today, going thru some irritating and uncomfortable moment.
I've the patience towards it.
But somehow, I might burst inside my own self.
That's terrible.
Well, related to my previous post.
But somehow connected to a very obvious surface that shows clearly how people nowadays acted.
Friend with the rich.
Talking about rich.
What do you meant by rich?

They've big cars? Expensive cars?
Or big house? Buy expensive bags?
This is what we called rich?
Maybe or maybe not.

Some people, actually not that rich.
Just how they act.
For example a girl from lower six.
She's not as rich as her friends from college.
But she acted like she's super rich.
P/S: having an iphone or blackberry doesn't categories you into rich group.
Let's get over the lower six girl.
Besides her, there's an A girl.
She looks normal.
She looks friendly.
But she's very particular about her friends, how they act and wear.
There's another B girl.
She is very good in socializing.
Okay, admit I'm sucks in socializing but somehow people thinks I'm a very fierce person and doesn't talk.
P/S : I talked quite lot and I make friends. I'm not fierce just I don't smile like a retard.
People always judge something from the cover.
Not from the content.
You never gone thru you never knew what's happening inside and how the real person acted.
After I approached A and B, I found out that before this my judgement is so wrong.
I never knew that.
I was shocked.
Dad was right.
Fake friends everywhere.
You can't manage all of them once.
All you can do is see thru and get to know them after you knew them.

Is it rich people only be friend with rich people?
Oh well.
Maybe. Or not.
Rich people is also a normal human being.
Can't they just be normal for a bit?
Go to a normal shop.
Buy normal things.
Do normal stuff.
And not go to saloon to wash their hairs every single day.
And the saloon have to be 'branded'.

Maybe they are born to be like this.
I was like that last time.
Due surrounding.
Family background.
After a falls, we jump back to a middle class.
Being a middle class is not a bad thing after all.
(:

I asked my dad.
Me : why you don't let me play golf?
Dad : why you wanna play golf?
Me : well I don't know. Many people play golf.
Dad : let me tell you something. About 90% golfer play golf just to make business partners, they not just to play golf because of their interest or sports.
They think golf is expensive stuff, can show off that they played golf.
But actually only few golfers that are sincerely that play golf for fun and sports.
Me : then like you ' the so-called-sincered-golfers'? XD
Dad : yes, most of the people plays like shit. They just go there and heehaa chit chat drink beers and get to knows business partners 拍马屁.
Me : oh.. Then got related to me for playing golf?
Dad : if you mixed with those rich's guys son/daughter, you will be just like them- materialistic. What they wear or buy is only branded stuff. Show off that their dad is rich and famous.
Me : Oh..
Dad : golf club is a very complicated place. Lots of rumors, talked behind others, 2 faced people.. A lot more than you can imagine.
So, is better to stay out from them and mind our own business. Be normal for a bit.
Me : Oh.. Then why you still wanna go there?
Dad : because I'm experienced.
Me : Oh.. Means you're old la?
Dad Speechless.
Me : or you don't wanna buy golf set for me because it's expensive?
Dad speechless.
HAHAHA
Oh well, from my dad I learned something.
Well we can see anyway how they live.
We don't have to go high class restaurant to eat your breakfast or any meals.
Normal has it advantages sometimes.

Dad always said people always see others driving big cars, living in a big house means they're rich.
But do you know they don't talk to each other and always fight?
Like one of my aunt.
A real good example.
Cover is beautiful but content is sucks.

Stop comparing ( reminds myself )
You're living in a good life with protective dad.
Teaching you a good lesson for what he'd learned.
Don't have to show off that you're rich.
Real rich never show their true identity.
Let other be who they wanna be, we can't stop them - my dad.

Learning is a process.

Untitled.

Oh well.
Time flies.
5 more weeks to STPM.
well I prefer 1 more month.
Trying to cheat myself obviously.
Need to concentrate but somehow feel helpless and not in d mood.
Oh great, school.
Today they presented a IMPAK.
Or whatever they called.
It's horrible.
I can't barely look at mine.
I got 0 principle.
So decided to talk to Shirley.

I know I got the horrible unacceptable result.
Ah, forget about it.
Making me sad sometimes.
Ok, let's talk about other stuff.

School.
Bao Shian wanted to play this game.
He and I.
We only answered like 4 questions.
And got only one correct.
1. The most important day.
Oh well, we got this correct !
Yay!!
2. What animal that I scared of.. ( I think so )
Seriously, I really can't think of any animal that I'm scare of thou.
I'm okay with everything.
And I don't scare of cockroach.
Since I've done a preservative on cockroach before !
Maybe lizard.
Because they're sticky and horrible.
And they even climb on my leg once.
And I shouted like mad woman.
Ah, memories !
3. When is our first kiss.
This question very personal.
So skipped.
4. Which place both of us wanted to go.
lol, I want to go everywhere.
Seriously, I want to go Paris, Maldives, London, Japan, Qatar, USA etc.
So, if you write out of Malaysia is so acceptable
HAHAHA :D
5. Which movie that we watched with bao Shian that she realized that we got together.
I can't remember the movie at all !
All I remember, she bought popiah inside the cinema and eat.
The POPIAH!
An later she told me is INCEPTION.
Then I was like : OH! ya hor xD
HAHA (:

Well, there's something I gone thru.
About topics : having a rich boyfriend or a normal one.
This topics kinda sensitive.
We like a guy not because how man he is or how good looking he is.
We like that how they treat us..
How they gone thru toughness together.
But somehow..
People doesn't think that way.

He is a great person.
I like how he think maturely.
Not childish kind of thinking.
Although he likes to EAT..
but still (:
He's not as rich as other guy.
But we're still students.
Takes time.

He's very thrifty.
He's very emotional sometimes.
He's funny.
He's kinda noob sometimes xD
He's not super rich.
But most of all at least he knows how to control the money problem.

He never buy me any expensive lotion.
Or expensive bags.
But well sometimes I feel like he's kinda boring.
Never give any surprises.
*still have to accept*
Oh well.. Still having a rich boyfriend maybe can live in a better lifestyle.
Feel proud of it.
But we have to be normal sometimes.
Be NORMAL.
Learn to walk to a normal stall.
Think normally.
Act normally.
We a normal human.
Not super high class.
Learn to blend in.
(:

You never live filthy rich for a long period of time.
You will face small problems.
At least you can face the problems.
BUT at the same time I also don't wanna live in that situation.
So, have to work for it.
Like he said : remember our f5 the necklace?
HAHAHA

Sometimes..
Take it down.
And Be normal for a bit.
U might find something interesting.

Boredom stuck.

New photos.
Hahaha.
One of that looks like super aunty.
Never mind about it.

Continue to Ng Che Siong's.
Just for fun (:
Peace v