沉默

Well, let's just turn thing over.
Right or wrong we don't have to know.
Let's start a new day.
New life.
Hold on to yourselves and boost yourselves.

Silent is golden.
But in facing problem, I don't keep silent.
Spill everything out and let's discuss.
有话就好好说，商量，不要一气之下说出伤到人的话。
I want him and her to be good.
Like last time. (:
Friends right?
见面还是朋友嘛，日后都好见面(:
何必要搞得那么僵呢？

Want to say already say.
He listens a not it's up to his decision.
But still wish he listens.
我相信朋友是一生的，出门在外靠朋友嘛。
Just go back to normal :D

Although I'm not important or famous or even rich ( like somebody thought of me ), I don't wish people would come and stick to me just because I'm rich, famous.
Just want somebody accept for who am I and understand me.
我不需要人拍我马屁
我知道谁对我好，我会对他好。
他和她都对我好，我也不想看到他们不好。
(: I'm neutral.
I will treat them how I treated them last time (:
<3 <3

Sleep for almost 12 hrs.
Getting blur.
Almost fall from the staircase ><
Ate curry + 清汤 bee hoon for brunch from my favorite shop Hoi Yin (:
*yummmmmy*
And ate chicken rice from the restaurant beside 大白鲨医院 (:
I'm bloated. But satisfied.

Got back home.
Sleep zZZZzzzzzzz...
And woke up did a bit of biology notes..
Sleep again...
ZZZZzzzzzz....

Peace.
Craps.

Im in the middle.

Oh well schools.
Homeworks.
Conflicts.

I'm in the middle.
I don't know I should say he's right or she's right.
There something in between them.
Oh well, I choose to say both also wrong.

Firstly, she's important.
Secondly, he's important.
But just something he did would turn out to be bad.
But for him, he's just saying out the truth.
Truth is cruel.
There's nothing u can deny.
Maybe or maybe not.

She, should talk to him directly.
But she can't fight thru him.
But somehow I think she should tell him.
He listens.

She thinks he changed.
He thinks she changed.
Oh well, conclusion is everyone changes.

People change day to day.
So do we included me (:
I don't deny.
Just something that we should accept the truth that's all.

Maybe the truth is not what we heard, we seen, we feel.
If you think the person is wrong, don't try to repeat the same mistake to the person.

Case 2 : since he's bad just ignore him.
There's nothing much you can do.
All he did is just to make u feel better.
You just gone thru the same thing over and over again.
Just get over it.
Be who you are.

Case 3 : solving something for me, spill put everything.
But for some might not accept the way I am.
But that's what I think and is good for me.
Spill out everything and end here.
Closed case.
Why you just wanna keep it till the end of the day?
I don't feel comfortable with it.

Case 4 : I'm not a person that easily talk to.
I have my own mind.
I don't get controlled by others.
I do what I wanna do.
For somebody, I still a person that can keep what I promised for.
For somebody, I just wanna tell the person I believe the most.
For somebody, if you think I'm bad in keeping secret, oh well, I will just ignore it.
When the time comes it will come.
But not now.

Case 5 : friends that you known for 5 years and friends that u known for 1 and half year...
Which will you choose?
For me, friend that known for 5 years.
I just can't thought and question myself why would u choose a 2 years friend to talk to rather than 5 years?
Is there any problem??

Case 6 : I'm sorry and feel bad after bully you.
I'm annoyed.
So, there nothing between us can we talked about.
I just have to say, we're not friends anymore.
We're school mates.
On the road, we won't said hi or goodbye.

Case 7 : gosh! Why are u so secretive?? What's the problem?
Just do whatever you want dude.
I know what is right and what is wrong.
I won't spill people secret out easily.
And I won't simple say anything.
Doubt me.
I know.
And won't be asking it anymore.

End.
Peace.
Craps.

Secrets.

Sometimes someday secrets will be reveal. But just some secrets of myself, I'll never talk about it.

Every time facing problems, all I do is run away and put it to others for making this problem to them to think for me, but I never never think it myself.
I'm afraid that I'll do the wrong decision. I never had a path that lead me to a better way. All I do is run and hide.
I'm such a coward. And I might be a coward forever.
I want others to decide for me what to do in the future and some decision. Because I always thought that I've no other choice by following them.
I'm easily influenced by other people, even just a single poke. It makes me miserable.
Whenever I wish for something, something else will just crash my dream into pieces. I never even start to try it, everything is not really mine. I didn't given a choice to choose what I want what I don't want.
But I still will do what I wanna do. I don't care about the consequences.
Maybe dai lou was right. I'm aimless.
I've nothing to aim for and all I would said is later only decide. When later only decide, everything will be not the same anymore.
I'm easily influences by what people think about me or say about me. I dont have the confident at all.
I just want other to decide for me because I don't know what to decide for myself already.
I need a rubbish bin to listen what I wanna said.
And I found it. <3

Peace.
Craps.