sadness.

suddenly feel so sad about my life.
not trying to be emo or something..
but yeah..
pathetic life of mine is getting worst day by day.

first, parents so used to lies.
they just trying to lying and lying and lying non stop.
like it's a very normal to them.
i was so happy about going a trip with them.
dad agreed with that.
but what to say MOM trying to make it all worst and worst.
last time, mom would say yes and dad would say no.
BUT now...
why everything have to happen again and again and again?!

they said that we're going london during march since my sister having holiday.
yeah, we listened.
and dad seems more serious and i helped him check every single cheap air tickets that available.
but he just don't want to book and pay for it because he said too expensive..
wait for later on..
i was like OKAY...
but if later on the air ticket will going to rise..
and okay!
let's just get over it..

then next!
found him a very good hotels with reasonable price and even showed him.
okay!
fine, he doesn't want to book it say wait it later on.
and now is already 29th february!
and holiday in one more week !
and he said he need to see first?!
WTH.
i'm just getting more pissed off day by day..

fine!
i suggested Hong Kong since it's asia country and go now would be much much more cheaper.
and FYI i told him to go during december that time and he said it's too expensive !
okay fine !
forget about it and we went singapore !
now ! he's the on suggested to go london and now change to hong kong !
and mom !
talking stupid rubbish that..
she said that she doesn't have more annual left and need to keep some for some travel.
and said very expensive !
i checked the price for the air ticket to Hong Kong that is only cost RM834/person !
it;s super cheap and even cheaper than air asia !

i never ever complain sitting air asia !
i don't mind at all but they just getting on my nerves !
like seriously?!
lies after lies after lies !
and mom said wanted to go Europe during April for flower?!
FLOWER?! seriously?!?!?!?!

fine okay!
i told my dad and asked for many times that are we going to Hong Kong like for sure..
he answered : ask your mom first.
i told him that your wife doesn't want to go..
and he said wait May holiday..
wait and wait and wait !
always need to wait !

i'm a very impatient person !
when u said that u want to go travel during March..
okay fine ..
march i wait !
and now is march !
and said May !
i think when May that time he would say wait december !
like that i don't have to go travel anymore !
WHAT THE FUCK.

i feel like scolding bad words to my parents like seriously!
i scolded my sister so why not my parents?!
but NO!

TOLD my dad that ask him talk to my mom about the trip !
until now ! he just doesn't want to mention about the trip.
u know what?!
i don't want to give up because i want to go!
i must get what i want !
i'm just so sick of waiting and waiting and waiting and lies !
so stupid.

mom said that flight to HK would be super expensive..
then going europe also expensive?!
hello?!
get a life.. check online and she doesn't go online at all.
talk crap to your own daughter that goes online every single day !
wrong way !
so wrong.
even my dad talking stupid crap to me..
like hello?!
i'm the one checked for u !
i'm the one found the hotels and accomadation for you ?!
trying to crap in front of me?!?!?!?

yeah, cs told me that my dad won't be able to go anymore.
because my parents so used to lies.
yeah!
but i never give up !
i will get what i want !
i want to go Hong Kong!
i want to go !
fucking loser of my parents.
yeah !
so stupid !
useless !
liar !

i will hate people that lies to me !
i will.
end !

HONG KONG.

Super sad didn't go to Europe because my MOM's flower doesn't bloom at march yet.
so we have to postpone it to April - May where my mom's flower bloom during the spring.
okay, FYI
my mom wanted to go Europe to see flower bloom actually.
so, the aim is to see flowers.
like malaysia don't have flower
pfft !
i thought i could go and i could buy bags and bags and MORE BAGS.
but SO SAD ):
never mind !
APRIL -MAY i will get my bags.

now!
i told my dad during journey to dinner.
hahahaha here's the conversation.
dad : where u want to eat dinner?
me : go burger king only la.
dad : okay la..
me : dee, we're not going Europe right?
dad : yes, we will wait until April -May where your mee flower bloom.
me : great then can we go Hong Kong?
*evil mind *
dad : well, if your mom wants to go too.
me : i will make her go !
dad : okay. you go online check for the price.
me : OKAY, later i got back home check the price and the hotel for you !
dad : no need so fast.
me : where got fast? holiday very soon.
dad : okay lar..
me : later check now so that later last minute you won't say no hotel or air ticket.
dad : *troll face*
me : hahaha ! okay..

later after dinner, i got back home, on the computer like super fast..
check the air fares ticket..
hotels for my dad..
and DONE!
i'm fast right? xDD

i asked my mom : mee we go hong kong during holiday.
mom : why hong kong?
me : because hong kong got disneyland!
mom : you already 20 years old still want go disneyland?
me : why not? i'm actually 19 years old.. my soul and heart still young xD
mom : then me old already..
me : go see mickey mouse, minnie mouse xDD
mom : *=.=*

then yes!
dad decided to book ASAP because i'm the one who check for him.
AWESOME!

yay!
hong kong.
i can shop for my bags.
because it sold there..
WAKAKAKAKAKA.
super excited now.
<3

okay, just to express my happiness.
i'm just too happy..

MusicMan.

Wang Lee Hom 王力宏《火力全开 MUSIC – MAN II》2012 Concert live in Malaysia @ Stadium Merdeka Kuala Lumpur 大马演唱会

hello hello hello !

i'm so excited for leehom's concert at KL next weekend.

Details :

Venue : Merdeka Stadium

Date : 3rd of March 2012

Time : 8pm

i never thought of going because my dad wouldn't let me go since it's too expensive..

but this time, chiew ee called me..

she said hey, do you want to see leehom at KL?

i was like yeah, cool let's go.

decided to tell my dad and my dad just said yes.

i was like over the top !

:D

then i got chiew ee bought the ticket and here we are !

planned to buy ticket next wednesday.

wanted to go down a bit earlier so i could go down and buy my shoes xD

and maybe some window shopping so i could get something there.

super excited for leehom.

before this, my cousin could get me backstage passes man.

BUT he gave it to his friends.

omg, i hate him so much..

because before this 2pm came malaysia for concert..

and he manage to eat dinner with them.

all of them and got their picture and signature like for FREE.

my cousin and sister were crazy about them and my cousin gave the signature to my cousin.

she was excited and of course happpppy (:

but now ):

i'm so emo because my backstage passes just went away like that.

damn shit !

okay, calm myself down.

manage to get the light blue seat.

better than the free seating.. don't have to snatch so it's way more awesomeness.

*peace*

the ticket is with chiew ee right now.

and i haven't paid her lol !

MUSIC MAN ! wish to see his buff body and singing on the stage ! 

<3 hawtt !

new obsession !

okay now !
new obsession over BAGS.
crazy again !

this is MULBERRY Alexa.

omggggggggggggggggg.

*full stop*

can't stop liking the skin.. snake skin..

dying ! 

cost ALMOST RM7K

DYING PRICEEEEEEEE ><

this prada bag look awesomeeee !

so pretty )))):

but cost ALMOST RM 5K

dying price also.

Prada Vitello Daino..

the navy blue colour..

it's soooo pretty..

seriously, i dreaming about this bag..

but still price cost ALMOST RM4K.

*FAINT*

Prada Nappa Gaufre' Bauletto

so cute man. 

saw it on some website and fall in love straight away.

<3 <3

price : RM 4.6K

Proenza Schouler.

a new brand i never heard before.

get to know it thru a fashion website and promoting this bag.

made from calf skin.

leather.

but this bag made in Italy.

quite expensive thou.

cost almost RM7K.

way too expensive while i could get similar bag must more a lot cheaper.

Endau-Rompin II

 bao shian's tang yuan ! lol

 bringing the sexy body.. not so.

 lol took off their shirt for fishing !

 going down to the sea to fish !

 all the fish we caught.. but those are just small part of it. we managed to get a bucket !

at the beach until 2pm..
then got back home..
and what we did !
sleep until around 7pm..
and woke up ate some dinner !

and BBQ..
i didn't took any BBQ picture because well, too busy BBQ !
and get all smoky..

and we're so tired of morning BBQ.
we're kinda like so down..
and i was so exhausted !
i took my bath and fall for my bed !

DAY 3 :
we're going back kuantan.
for the last few hours..
we visit the temple and the new jetty.
just missing endau a small and peaceful place..
with friendly people..
and seafood that ate everyday..

 the famous temple at endau ! before leaving the temple..

while waiting for the bus at mersing..
it was tiring..

ended of trip !
it was very tiring but endau is a great place to rest away from the big city..
friendly people..
and most of all we miss our classmates !

we will meet again !
Pulau Tioman !
we will create new fun again !
will be meet in May ! <3