long time.

it has been a long time.

busy with school work as usual.

tuition.

and now having CNY.

atleast a week to relax..

but while relaxing, still have lots of homework to do.

but still have to do.

exam after school reopen.

sigh.

these few days.

i don't feel good.

it's a very bad day for me.

i don't know whether is my problem.

i feel like i over reacted.

over asking.

over board.

and fight and quarrel with parents and friends.

i don't like it.

i really don't like it.

i just don't wanna quarrel.

it's very sad and hard to accept it.

and it makes me emo and moody the whole day.

it's just a normal thing and i just make it into very big problem.

i don't know.

i just confused.

i'm sorry..

just give me some time.

i need to work things out.

i'm sorry..

i really don't like the situation now.

forgive me.

2011

it has been a new year.

a very busy year.

i'm just so damn tired after 2 weeks of schooling.

i know it's tough to go thru this path.

it's not easy.

lots of homework.

less time on tv.

less time on computer.

more on tuition.

more on performance.

this week is the most busiest week.

firstly, having performance this sunday.

have to keep on practise practise.

to make me perfect.

and of course, it's not easy to be perfect.

got back from korea and australia.

in australia, i learned something.

it's different.

there's good and bad sometimes.

but no matter what, it always a experience.

chinese new year is coming soon.

after chinese new year over, need to get back up and start to brush up everything.

including violin.

now, still need to prepare for the worst.

worst is awaiting.

my cousin came to kuantan for 2 weeks.

and today is her birthday.

happy birthday, sam !

but she's going back to australia tormorrow.

i miss her ):

miss her jokes and the way she talked.

wish that she can come earlier this year.

i wanna get some sleep.

i'm really tired.

and i just have this bad mood.

i don't know.

i need vitamin water to boost me up !

):

just want someone to stay beside me ):

craps.

peace.