jokes.

Today school was great.
Almost perfect.
With no math period.
But tomorrow will be hell day.

Today in school.
During biology class, we were chatting.
Crapping to be more specific.
Jia wang, chee yik, see yong, baoshian and me.
while jeanne, swee yang and zhen ye were just listeners.

Firstly, teacher were talking about being a doctor is bad.
Need to serve d gouvernment for 4 years with a low-paid salary.
Talked about dentist.
Of course dentist is good : )
My future job.
hehehe.

Then baoshian suggested that I open a dentist clinic and she'll open a artificial tooth clinic.
She sells tooth and I help to pull tooth.
She said I should pull more patient's tooth and when the patient needs an articifial one.
I'll recommand the patient to the clinic beside my clinic that opened by miss chen.
This is what we called in biology : mutualism-helping each other.
Like this, we can also have tea time together.
So, beside our clinics, somebody should open a kopitiam.
Again, after finish high tea, we can shop together.
Beside the kopitiam, should open boutique shop or something.
This is what a brilliant idea.
lol.

Jia wang said : now u all start to save money. When grow older, u have sufficient money to buy the whole building.
By this, u all can fullfil your dream.
lol.
again another brilliant idea.
There should have tons of great shops that we can do in one building.
What a joke!
Crapping.
ahahahahaha.

Well, I guess that's all for now.

Craps.
Peace.

nocturne.

Piano.
Violin.
Guitar.
Drum.
I learn too many musical instrument.
had to stop few.

now,
stopped for guitar and drum.
and now still wondering should i continue my piano.
i passed my grade 8.
and mom kept on nagging about did i done my decision.
well, i miss piano.
and i realised i haven't touch the piano for months after the exam finished.
wanted to play
but always forget or i ignore it for example doing other things.
online.
watch dramas.
movie.
hang out with friends.
tuition homework.

holiday for so long.
i haven't even touch it.
i feel bad for the piano.
and i miss it very much.
i don't know whether should i continue my piano.
i'm form 6.
if i continue now, i need to wait next year to take my exam.
and next year having very IMPORTANT exam - STPM.
stress after writing it. zzzz

STPM is important.
piano also important.
mom asked me whether i'm interested into music industry.
but i don't know.
hard to make my decision.
i wanted to learn.
but i need to think about the expenses of my family.
well, dad having financial problem.
mom wanted to save for my university.
what should i do now?

i asked around for opinion.
my violin teacher said that taking diploma is good but if u're not into music industry, it's wasted.
since i already finish it and u know most of the pieces.
it's no point to learn.
but...
i wanted to learn.
well, for the certificate of course.
certificate is very important though.
i just wanna go for higher level.
i don't know whether i can manage it.
it's not easy.

IF....
I can't go for medical industry but at least i've my piano certificate to help me continue a better future.
and of course if i made it, music industry won't be my choice anymore.
i just need a second option.
hmm.....
what should i do?
although i can make most of my own decision well, but if related to my future.
i just don't know.
well, i can't ask my parents.
they sure will ask me back.
it's your future and u asking us blah blah blah.
parents !

well i thought of business before.
BUT...
dad said business it's not a easy job too.
not everyone can be successful as Donald Trump.
what he has is chance. money. talent.
not everyone can be a successful business woman/man.
you need to work triple hard to climb to the top.
earn big bucks.
living big house.
driving big car.
having a whole building with your name on it.
big fortune.
BUT at the same time, going into business..
u need to sacrifice time to concentrate on your job.
i don't born with a silver spoon in my mouth.
so do my dad.
i just don't know.

last but not least.
though of working with my dad.
duhhh...
but it's just a very last option.
i don't wanna rely on my dad for every single penny.
most of the example of working with their own parents is miserable/disaster.
i don't wanna end up to b just like them.

dad want us to be in a professional industry for example doctor, engineers etc.
well, i thought of it though.
and i decided to be a dentist.
lawyer : headache. laws. remember. speaking skill *sorry i don't speak well*
engineers : urgh physics. will faint any sooner.
doctor : well, it's better. well i like biology. i just the only industry i can 'invest'.
just somehow i don't know what i wanna be or who i wanna be.

i told my mom before that i wanted to just marry a rich guy and stay at home and sleep till 12pm.
my mom told me that i'm crazy and dream too much.
AHAHAHAHA
living in a big house with maid.
i don't need to wake up to wash the clothes.
wash the plates.
make my meal.
wash the car.
mop the floor.
nahh...
it's just a dream.
everyone need to do that somehow one day in the future.
trying to be independent and less rely on somebody else.
: )
i guess now i just need to follow the flow.
let thing go on their own and lead me to somewhere.

craps.
peace.

grateful.

FIRSTLY :

CHEN BAO SHIAN

the singer.
the ka-ka-cau-cau.
the colourful light bulb.
the sek zou.
the c=c bond watak utama xDDD

well, what i can say about her?
a very good friend that work very hard.
study of course very good.
singing... emmmm, no comment BUT i think not bad also.
dancing... never see her dance before. but i guess will force her to dance one day.
sports, bowling pro than me already.
badminton need some more practise, but now already very good : )
her wording is BIG.
HUGE.
GIGANTIC.
and she likes to eat chicken and hoiyin.
she has a nickname : ' bread queen '
everyday eat bread.
but no different already.
she has different kind of food to eat in school besides for bread.

she is thin, white, tall and small eyes with a big brain in her big head xDDD
it prove she's a smart student from SMART.
she loves to laugh and of course emotional when comes to certain days.
u know i know xD

she is my friend since standard 3.
well i don't really know her when i'm standard 3 cos i don't really socialise.
or u can say i'm anti-social.
slowly we studied in the same class until standard 6.
of course.
she's top 10 student in our class. * good for her *
and most of the teacher likes her.
and she 'loves' to create some rumours for me.
well, i really need to thank her for that.
it makes me remember until now.

SECONDARY :
we went to the same school.
SMK tengku afzan.
she's a afzan biggest fans.
she actually loves AFZAN =_=
sorry i can't agree with u that.
i hate afzan. >< sorry !
but i won't stop u by loving it now : )
same class until form 5.
whoa..
that's a long long journey.
i remembered we only get closer when standard 3 i guess if i'm not wrong
i'm having serious alzheimer.
we gossiped in the class.
we laughed.
talked.
even shared our food in the class.
she's a very patriotic person.
every year coming to independence's day, she will waved her flag the strongest.
and sang the loudest.
and of course CLAPPED the loudest hahaha xDDD
form 5,
we have this malay teacher.
i forgotten her name.
but i remembered her nickname, speaker xDD
whenever she asked question, she is the only person who answered her.
of course the teacher remembered her.
she will called : bao shian... bao shian...
ahahaha and most of all she did speaker's homework !
she's a very good student with a good attitude and never skipped school before.
* thumbs up for her *
highly recommanded by every teacher in SMK tengku afzan.
: )
she slept very LATE AT NIGHT most of the time.
and i don't know how she does that.
i can't stand after 2am.
she's a WONDERWOMAN?
sorry for the wrong words.

she has good relationship with every people including teachers.
that's is her.
do whatever she thinks is right.
but when she does wrong, she'll start to blame herself and feel guilty about it.
she can't make her decision.
even in choosing bread.
but she can be a good leader.
and she speaks out her mind.
dare to speak.
dare to conduct.

FORM 6 :
well now we're in form 6 already.
i'm happy that she actually stayed.
we taking biology.
: )
and most of the time she helped me a lot.
in studies of course.
and i helped her in sports. xD
well maybe others too.
help her make her decision.
and she SKIPPED SCHOOL !
that's is epic !
d^.^b
and she loves to be a 'promoter'.
thanks for it !
she still has everyone recommandation.
good for her.

that's all.
perfect kind of person.

craps.
peace.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

now is holiday.
i just wanna get some rest.
well from morning having this tuition.
biology tuition class.

well i don't know how to explain my feeling now.
oh yah.
i got it.
i'm anti-social person.
thanks to the dudes.
i don't even remember since when i'm anti-social.
yeah right !
i don't hang out much with A GANG.
who cares to have a gang?
what is gang for?
popularity?
just for fun?
i just don't understand.

people changed.
everything seems to change.
whatever.
i don't give a damn at all.
maybe i changed.
i don't know.

from the beginning, maybe i'm not good in social.
well, just can't find any friends that can cope and talk to me.
i don't simply find a friend.
like whoever close and crap with me.
people should grow up.
maybe somebody doesn't grow up as fast as others.
well, i found out that maybe just my friends are not my friends.
i don't know what am i talking about.
just.. i don't remember they act like that?
or maybe just i changed.

maybe my dad was right about choosing my friends.
i'm bad in choosing friends.
there's no true friends or BFF.
it's only happen in fairytales.
well i've a good friends.
people comes and goes.
it won't stay forever.

I realised that i've nothing to talk to my friends.
oh should i say i don't know how to crap at all?
friends?
do we need a friend?
was trying to be normal.
as normal as possible.
not to make any mistakes.
but it happened.

maybe other is better.
i'm just not that good in something.
new friends.
new schools.
new gossips?

case 1 :
there is somebody.
was trying to say hi to him.
and being ignored.
i don't care about it.
and when i said that he should said hi.
and he replied me by giving me this stupid annoyed face.
well, hater.

case 2 :
when i'm needed, the somebody will say hi or be nice to me.
well, i knew that.
she even talked something interesting with me.
well, that's great =_=
and now she doesn't needed my help.
not even greet me in the public.
like what the hell?
don't even think that you're pretty or so whatever u can act like u're damn freaking good.

case 3 :
boys boys boys
flirt flirt flirt
i just don't know what to say.
u know i know.
end of case 3.

case 4 :
whoa, your things are so pretty.
envy you etc.
=_=
no comment with that conversation.
i can say is i know i'm not as good as you.
but please pay some respect.
just trying to be nice to you.
don't reciprocate with a bad look and ignorance.

case 5 :
although you don't really like about girl stuff, u shouldn't like hate it.
yeah, you've your own view about things.
and having pedicure is not stupid and waste of money.
stop living in your own world.
respect others too.
yeah, i know you're following your so called culture.
oh yah, stop showing off.
this is malaysia.

case 6 :
when i wanna study i'll study.
i don't need any controlling.
i'm not small anymore.
i know what am i doing.
i know what should i do.
and i know how to call for help.
i just need some break.
so just give me a break !

that's all.

craps.
peace.

scared

these few days was having great time shopping.
well, not that great.
while shopping, faught with mom.
everything i got she'll scold and complained about it.
i'm sick with it.
i hate shopping with her.

just some family problem i've to solve.
dad scolding mom.
i feel bad.
really bad for my mom.
she looks old at a glance.
i miss my mom.
my dad really need to go for anger management.
he's sick in his mind.
and i don't like him.

well, miss my mom helped me wash my clothes.
feel bad for her.
last time, when she cooked for us,
we complained about the food not nice.
all the same everyday.
now suddenly she no need to cook.
just miss her cooking.
she always complained our room is messy
and we never even bother about it.
she always scolded us that we simply throw our books.
and we never even care about it.
she encouraged us to do this and that.
but we never hear what she said.

will try to help her in everything.
and most of all
will listen to her.
just miss her.
and she's tired.
she needed a help.
and i'll help her.

having this feeling : scare.
is frequently happen.
i just scare i'll lost everything in this world.
lost everything.
i wish this feeling never will come anymore.

craps.
peace.

holiday : )

Great.
2 weeks of holiday.
2 weeks I don't need to see tan jin ooi.
2 weeks I don't need to wake up at 630am.
But too bad I need to wake up at 830am.
Having tuition everyday !
Biology tuition.
That's the sad part : (

A lot of homework.
But who cares?
I don't wanna do xDD
I just wanna sleep and rest.
Tiring : (

These few days.
Nothing special happened.
Just went for schools - back home - tuition - back home.
Just went to movie last night.
Grown ups.
That movie is funny : )
ahahahaha.
Overall I can say is great : )

There's a people done something very funny.
If u saw this post, u know who I'm talking about xD
ahahaha.
xDD wahahahaha.

On my way to KL.
Shop till I drop !
Woooohooooooooo.
Just burn my time by writing my blog.

Peace.
Craps.