Thursday, May 19, 2011

Knock you down and get back up.

Yesterday MSU some freaks came to school to give a talk. Whole process i didn't really paying any attention until the end of the talk. That's the most important part. They said whenever u fall, people will laugh at you. Whenever u did wrong for one, u'll be a failure for life. People remember your bad side not your good side. Reality always is ye hurtful part and that is a wake up call. When u're rich, people bullshit you, when u're poor, people stay away from you. It's not easy to adapt to this kind of situation but somehow I still have to stay strong and go on with my life. Nobody, somebody still at the edge. When u're nobody, u won't even be seen even u standing behind or beside. Feeling get ignored is never good, and I guess somebody won't have the chance to feel it. I don't wanna be somebody been ignored in my life anymore. I never wanna be ANYMORE! I wanna be somebody not nobody. Today datin genga told u about something, she said when kindergarden, u got many star and stickers, when enter primary school, u got 70-100% in exam, when enter high school form 1-3, range is around 60-80% and form 4-5 range is 50-70%. Form 6 range is around 10-30%. Life is like earthquake and turn to tsunami when approach form 6. What she said is true and I got it. U'll see the light in darkness and the time will come very soon. And I believe my time will come very soon. I see the truth and tell it to make myself realize. When I'm telling something, people don't listen. People never listen to nobody. People put their focus on somebody. Where the light shines. Peace. Crap.