Thursday, February 10, 2011

History.

Now I understand what Jiayi is going through.
I feel what she felt.

A person, A truth, A trust.
It's very important.

Is it so hard to talk?
Maybe just a chat?

I know i'm not good in socialize.
So, no matter what.
I don't like to talk.

But it different now.
i choose to say nothing.

I don't involved myself in anything.
I QUIT.

Let's get over it.
If u want to talk, just talk.
If u don't want to talk, then don't talk.
I don't force.

But making the right choice is very important.
This determine everything.

Friday, February 4, 2011

mouth shut.

it's CNY.
i can tell i'm bored.
i slept from 1230pm till 530pm.
5 hours.
i'm just bored.

well, went back to KB.
and all i can do is sit and keep quiet.
i've nothing to talk to my cousins.
not just cousins.
even friends.
forget about it.

i'm a bored person.
very bored person.
went to my friend's house.
the most i talked to is 3 people over 10 people i guess.
and most of all i just sit and do nothing.
i don't talk to my old classmates.
i don't talk to my new classmates.
how funny is it?

who can i talk to??
my life is bored.
topicless.
and most of all i can just keep quiet.
while others can talk non stop with others.
maybe i should just stay at home and do nothing..?

i miss my old friend, vee aii.
i can talk anything just everything in this world with her.
and we just crap and gossip.
but now.
time change.
it's hard to find a person that can talk to u.
and YIN YING too.
i miss her and she's not coming back.

just wish can go back time and talk to her anything during chinese period.
just miss talking to them.
it's hard to find a friend that can talk to.
not just any friend can talk everything.
sometimes...
when u're not compatible with those friends, u're not but at least try..
trying.. but i think failed..

=(

craps.
peace.