Future.

All of us gonna have a future. We not gonna stay there forever. We've gone through primary school, high school.. We met new friend, new environment, new school.. We gone thru so much that we build a bond between our friendship. This is the last year of high school, the last time we going to wear white ad blue uniform with a dark blue tie. Although camera captured memories, but the real feeling never there. It'll never come back. All we can is miss it. We grown, maybe that's the only reason why this year, for me, I really can feel what friendship is or maybe friends. We gone thru ups and downs moment, but we stay strong. There's sometimes unhappy moment, but if we just because of the unhappy moment, we might lose something that might regret for lifetime. Hanging out in school and after school, will build a very strong relationship and we get to know each other more. We're lucky that we study in a same block, we would hang around other classes during free periods, recess, changing classes in between to catch up with gossips and some funny topics, example today pregnancy. It was damn funny, can't believe it sometimes talking about that would make us laugh (: made my day (: we would take photos with different kind of poses, emoticons and much more. Gosh! Time goes by.. Can time just stop at the joyful moment? We would all hang around together and gossip and other stuff, playing badminton and karaoke at the mall, movie and much more. That something I never did before last time, maybe we grown up, the way we think is different and exposed to different kind of stuff. Build a knowledge there. I just wanna live my life fully in school and among friends. (: life is a journey we shouldn't just stop there, there's no limits (: so have fun at your last year, do and have fun so u wont be have any regrets later on. Get along and forget everything except for some problem with a girl from ak2 she's annoying man. Gosh! Well other than that is ok (:

F6 event

Yesterday it was a fun day.

in the early in the morning, i reached school.

school is packed with people.

gosh it's so difficult to get a near parking but still manage to get it.

well, walked into the school door.

packed with other school students.

student from different school, but mostly i don't really know them but who cares.

this is my school.

lol.

the most funny thing is i'm the one student from SMART wearing flip flop but still way better wearing flip flop compare to school shoes.

we started with the talent show but somehow talent kinda fail for me.

i will just forget about it and do better next time.

it was devastated.

there's some process between it and somehow tears dropped from my hazel eyes.

there's always a support from ncs (: <3

volleyball started and somehow weather damn freakingly hot and i forgot to bring my cap.

jeez but i still don't mind. i like to be darker.

but still our school got 2nd place.

but still everyone exhausted and tired.

mostly all the process is great.

many people hurt during the tug-o-war game and st johner is helping, running here and there.

oh well, it's a harsh game and tough one.

and it ended almost 330pm and we sat at a place and just have our lunch and drink.

chit chatting about school, this and that.

we still having great time. exhausted.

10pm, bed awaiting.

*doom* fall asleep.

have a nice sleep.

craps.

peace.

day by day

day by day time is passing by. tomorrow is MUET exam, have to go school tomorrow at 730pm plus i haven't start reading some but going soon.

i'm just so worry that i might not get a good result for my MUET but have somebody beside me support me and telling me don't think the negative way (:

i think i've the confident to study and try to do my best ><

today, in the morning we'd 2 periods of biology. we had our practical.

what was very funny was jeanne not enough time to finish her practical so we stayed and helped.

then genga was saying : u both 2 please go back to class, or u wanna help her to write her report.

bao shian and I quickly took our pencil box and walked away.

left her alone doing her practical.

all because of tiong !

he gave her the wrong answer and she need to liquid all the answer and rewrite again.

then we reached recess time!

i love recess time because he will come and find me although late sometimes.

today i rested earlier so i got back class at 945am.

and i waited and waited waited for him. and about 950am, i saw him carrying his bag and came down from his class.

i'm so excited, i don't really pay attention to jiayi was talking at all. it's so funny ! she was talking about something then i kinda like ignored her. then she so EMO and walked away.

i saw him with sweat on his face and the way he drank water was so cute.

all the water still left on his mouth.

and we were talking about something then he said that he need to go chemistry.

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but have to wait for him too.

after chemistry, he waited for me at the canteen.

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so happy to see him but still he have to leave.

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well after recess, i planned to do homework.

but influence by jiayi.

she brought me to downstairs and we took photo while jumping.

it was exhausted.

really exhausted plus i'm not exerciser.

so took a lot of energy.

jeez.

then after that, i borrow Q&A biology and start my essay.

then i wrote not even one question.

dickson, jo ann, bao shian they'll were talking about bird cage.

this pull my attention away.

great! i don't need to finish my homework.

but we'd fun.

hahaha (:

great day!

craps.

peace.

Funny stuff happened in school

Today I'm having PA taught by a teacher, Ismail. He was talking about jerebu in our country so whatever I don't remember what he said. I was so sleepy that I kept on lay on d table for few times. He walked towards me and asked : you Olivia kan? Apa Nama? Saya lupa. I was looking at him trying to ignore him, and he asked again.. : apa Nama kamu? I said : Nama saya Huey woon. He said : kamu ade Christian name? Bao Shian said : dia Buddha bukan Christian. He kept quiet. Then he asked : mengapa nak tidur? Mengantuk? Bao Shian answered : dia sakit.. I said : cikgu saya sakit demam. He asked : mengapa nak datang sekolah? I said : cikgu, saya rajin belajar. He said : bagus kamu rajin belajar. Damn funny! And this morning I was late for school. I woke up at 730Am and realize shit late for school, rush to the school and wrote my name down at the record book. I think here's all I found funny that happened in school (: peace. Craps.

Happy birthday.

Happy birthday to miss Irene (: she's getting older by a year so do I. But she is a great teacher that have great patience towards student but at the same time willing to teach over and over again the question u don't understand. Well, I would spend my whole week tuition with her, but sometimes kinda tiring ): *exhausted* but no matter what she's a great teacher. Yesterday I skipped school, phobia of driving but still force to drive to school got so pissed. Forget about it. I'm having a great day ahead after that. (: I heard from baoshian that genga acts cute infront of the student. Kinda shocked! Hahaha can't stop thinking about it. Mesmerized! xD and and I'm going irene's house later for BBQ. Oh yah! BBQ, when ying comes back, we will have BBQ again. *woot* my aunt from Australia is going bck tomorrow. When the next time she comes, will ask her bring a box of vitamin water blueberry flavor! Muahaha. *excited* well, continue my homework. Craps. Peace. Just wondering why iPod or iPhone doesn't has enter key o.o

Unwanted.

My day starts to be perfect until at night. A car, a crash and got scolded with fuck. Ain't not doing great. a car, stupid bullshit car PERODUA Kenari or Kelissa I'm not sure, just slip to her/ his damn house beside d road. Jesus Christ! Now got fucked and pisses by my dad, what can I do?! I've phobia of driving! I don't want to drive anymore. Drive gives me a creep. I will hold on although my parents keep on nagging. Malaysian driver are just unpredictable sometimes. No discipline at all.. How i wish I've a driver bring me here and there and I wouldn't have to worry much. Have to do almost everything myself, got tired. Well, I should drive slow next time. My driving ain't gonna help me anytime. Well, he was right. The way I drive will bang on somebody one day, and what he said is true. I banged. I'll listen to him all the time. I'm regretted. Gosh! Crap, peace.

hard to breathe.

breathing is a thing that we do all the time. every single second we breathe in air.

and every single air we breathed in and exhaled it's not easy to achieve.

i understand when u gasping for air, just like end of the world.

wish the pain would go away soon but it doesn't.

we're human.

we have ups and downs.

problems to solve.

question to be answered.

answer to be discovered.

sometimes 24 hours is not sufficient for me. i need more than 24 hours to solve all my problem.

somehow, things will never change. people will stay the same but just that change is the way they treated you.

holy god, i don't know why u wanna bring me into this world?

this world is not like a fairy tales.

not always butterfly and rainbow.

rain pouring with pretty sky and feel the sun rise and sun set.

without worrying about something else in this world.

i just got very tired sometimes.

family, always cause me problems.

i don't like problems. i wish they would be more considering and care about something more important more.

not about the car or the clothes or maybe mopping the floor.

i need you to support me.

i just don't like to just left me alone facing the problem.

when something too late, it's too late.

i can't go back to time and wish that something will go on again and again. all i want is just something different, that's all i want.

i really tired all cope about something that around me.

i don't want u to be tired but i understand, u're human, u're not superman.

i don't want to tell u all those because u'll get frustrated.

i don't want to see u with a sad face.

i don't want u to be sad.

i really really want u to smile and just be happy everytime with me.

i need you sometimes but u just can't be with me all the time.

i don't really mind, all i need is your caring.

your one word will change a lot.

but sometimes i really wish to see you and hear you.

if you can give your time to me, i would be very happy.

very happy !

but still memories will still remains.

happy memories will always appear in my mind.

laughter. your humour. even the way u tease me.

hahahahahaha. just love it.

<3 no need to say much (:

last but not least.

time to study. need to catch up all the syllables.

ncs, thanks for d support (: