Sunday, September 30, 2012

Mooncake festival celebration

today is moon cake festival celebration.
without family and friends.
my old friends to be specific.

no moon cake.
no tanglung.
no beach.
no car.
no moon.

first time away from home without parents beside me celebrate moon cake festival celebration.
suppose to be a family gathering day.
but i'm separated from them.
suddenly feel extremely home sick.

i celebrated it by having mcD for dinner.
and took filet-o-fish.
watching Ghetto Justice 2 on the computer.

this is how i celebrate it over here.
somehow others lazy to go out so decided to stay at home.
continue being potatoes.
boring life.

anyway, HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL 2012.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

continued.

life as i go, continue.
continue on my hectic life over here with people and language.
THEY TALK TOO FAST.
okay, started my school and class on monday.

on monday, before school, it was very scary and funny at the same time because we're INTERNATIONAL students.
sounds great but it's not.
people over here don't give a damn where are u from.
they are really strict.
class was bloody hot and the aircon is not functional.
every day have to wear formal clothes to school is hot enough and most of all, i need to walk back and forth like few times.
sometimes i really feel extremely lazy to walk out from the class because it's was damn bloody hot man.
rather sleep in the class :/

first day of class, question that always been asked : WHERE IS THE CLASS.
or WHAT TIME CLASS START.
or most common thing is I'M LOST.
hahaha :D i have this problem since we're new over here.
and kept on asking around where is the bloody class and faculty.
but thank god i knew few seniors that willing to help over here (:
appreciate their help A LOT.

my class is at the 3rd floor, walk until sweat early in the morning.
and one class only have 4 aircon which is 2 not functional at all.
so basically one class with 2 aircons are bloody hot and sleepy.
toilet at school IS TERRIBLE.
no flush, no water and most of all NOT CLEAN.
but i don't know why my stomach always like to pain during class period and especially in school.
i feel damn sad :/ sigh.
always have to rush to toilet while the toilet is damn far away and most of all not clean at all.

food over at the school was alright.
don't want complain too much because it's already the best in the whole school.
walking around the campus can faint anytime so rather just stay at class.
met some new friends at school especially indonesian chinese.
they're very helpful and some even very pretty :)
they speak very good mandarin.
shame on us.
their mandarin is like those pure china/chinese slang.
*thumbs up*

for the first sem i'm going to learn AGAMA BUDDHIST.
that was the worst part ever. boring and worst.
wanted to skip that class so badly.
teach us how to be a buddhist.
told them that i'm a freethinker but too bad no free thinker class.
damn!
then besides that we're learning INDONESIA HISTORY.
how fun -.-
malaysia history is like very complicated.
now indonesia history, god bless me.
and the last is SIVIK DAN KEWARGANERAAN.
this one even boring, teacher kept on explaining about malaysia.
we want to learn INDONESIA stop talking about malaysia.
even though in malaysia, i don't really learn sivik at school.
fooling around.

worst part of university is have to study until saturday.
i hate going to school on saturday..
but no choice.
have to pass the subject so i could continue to the next semester.
and finish school around 4pm.
worst than high school.
suddenly miss high school especially form 6.

him, my friends, family and my enemy xD
hope to finish faster so i could go back malaysia asap.
i don't want to stay here.
i want go back home..
home sick.




Thursday, September 6, 2012

life cycle

life over here is HECTIC.
i can't find a new word to describe about it.
i was terrible to live alone with nobody especially my friends.
suddenly i feel my friends are the best although some times they're quite sbt xD

i can't find my own peace of mind over here.
it's really ridiculous.
i don't know what to do or react.
i try to be nice to everyone but not anyone of them appreciate it.
so, it's like wasting my time over here.

besides that...
everyone over here not everyone.
is SOME of us hated one girl called leelee.
makes me think of leelee in school SMART.
she also a bit creepy and scary like the puan lee.
then we chinese have our own gang over here.
but they always left out my room mates and i basically.
and now, they even throw the hated girl next to our room because one of the girl is soooo popular among us and everyone must listen to her.
it's feel like we always got the bad thing and they always get the good things.
okay fine, we keep our mouth shut.

it's just being dump at the rubbish bin with the defect!
i don't like being treated like that and i will not let somebody treated me like that.
seriously, i will always get the best and i don't want to being treated like throwing in the rubbish bin with the defect!
not to say like i hate the leelee or what, just among us all, we're being treated like that.
if u want me to help you all, i will help you all, but doesn't mean that i'm quiet means i'm easily get bully.
the famous girl think she will be famous among us.. everyone LOVES her.
urgh.
i can't believe my hectic life over here with people like this.

friends are simple is always the best.
no need any famous, rich or popular friends to add in my list.
i can live without them also.
and i don't want to be a toy!

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Complication

After coming here, i feel like university life is not easy as ABC.
after meeting new seniors these few days..
realised there's 2 gang of seniors around here..
2 different gang over here..

i'm not a very outgoing person, i don't talk much with strangers
but these is different.
one of the seniors is very down-to-earth and they're good in giving opinions.
quite funny but he's always the loner, ignore by the famous gang of seniors.

another gang of the seniors is the famous gang of the seniors around malaysia community..
they are famous community with very big gang of students..
so basically they're famous.

so these 2 gang of seniors kept on came around to talk to us and try to help us and get our attention.
we met them some at the mall, some at the restaurant that we had dinner or lunch or something else.
they taught us quite a lot of stuff.
but problem the 2 gang are not a good friend thing.
so, now we juniors feel weird to don't know which group to join.

just now had dinner with seniors..
they're quite friendly but quiet.
like my dad told me, try to out shine yourselves so other could know u better and u can gain more friends over here.
but it's about knowing seniors from the school so that they could give you some very important information..
now, it's not a conclusion yet.
we still don't know who is the bad guy or the good guy.
time tells it.

but at the same time, we have to save ourselves for something more important like study!
and also same time, know seniors and group and people we going to know more soon.
hope i don't say something stupid or hurtful so that they would hate me.
silence is golden.

after today dinner conversation between the seniors and friends over here, i have to be extra careful what am i going to say next time!
it's scary over here to talk something not related or make them offended.
pray hard to god.

i know i talk very straight most of the time when i'm at malaysia.
but most is my friend could handle me :P
new place, new environment, new people.
need to learn independent without friends.

somebody give me some guardian in knowing new friends and seniors..
thank god!