Complication

After coming here, i feel like university life is not easy as ABC.
after meeting new seniors these few days..
realised there's 2 gang of seniors around here..
2 different gang over here..

i'm not a very outgoing person, i don't talk much with strangers
but these is different.
one of the seniors is very down-to-earth and they're good in giving opinions.
quite funny but he's always the loner, ignore by the famous gang of seniors.

another gang of the seniors is the famous gang of the seniors around malaysia community..
they are famous community with very big gang of students..
so basically they're famous.

so these 2 gang of seniors kept on came around to talk to us and try to help us and get our attention.
we met them some at the mall, some at the restaurant that we had dinner or lunch or something else.
they taught us quite a lot of stuff.
but problem the 2 gang are not a good friend thing.
so, now we juniors feel weird to don't know which group to join.

just now had dinner with seniors..
they're quite friendly but quiet.
like my dad told me, try to out shine yourselves so other could know u better and u can gain more friends over here.
but it's about knowing seniors from the school so that they could give you some very important information..
now, it's not a conclusion yet.
we still don't know who is the bad guy or the good guy.
time tells it.

but at the same time, we have to save ourselves for something more important like study!
and also same time, know seniors and group and people we going to know more soon.
hope i don't say something stupid or hurtful so that they would hate me.
silence is golden.

after today dinner conversation between the seniors and friends over here, i have to be extra careful what am i going to say next time!
it's scary over here to talk something not related or make them offended.
pray hard to god.

i know i talk very straight most of the time when i'm at malaysia.
but most is my friend could handle me :P
new place, new environment, new people.
need to learn independent without friends.

somebody give me some guardian in knowing new friends and seniors..
thank god!