Memories

as you all know i've been in Indonesia already..
but all my friends in malaysia starting to get prepare to leave our beautiful hometown kuantan.
kuantan although is not a big city or big town, but for us memories in that time is always the best.
as everyone posted very sad post, it makes me feel sad too.

from primary school, secondary school until high school form 6.
always been a memorable memories but the memories that is most deep is form 6.
although the time we gone through is tough but we'd fun.

at first, i never thought of going form 6 because it's never my choice.
and i really think it's stupid.
really do.
on the first day of school, we're all strangers to each other.
some of them met back their primary school friends and some secondary school.
we don't dare to talk to each other just stick to their own friends from secondary school.
after one week of school orientation, we have been move to our specific class - science and arts class.
some of us have different path ( science and arts )

in the same building blocks, all of us were starting to know each other by moving here and there to different class to know each other.
after that, we even skipped class, make noise.
we even gathered at the same location - 6AK2
is like the main base :D
by that time, we know everyone.
talking to each other and making jokes and some building up stories.

slowly then, he came into my life.
in school, how he asked for my permission.
and how we started until now.
it is a long road.
it was really a memorable memories between us.

we gone through 2 years in SMART kuantan.
after school, we went for the chicken stall near bao shian's house.
on friday, as usual MCD mcvalue lunch at the beach.
sometimes we went to the restaurant to eat colourful noodles.
RM2 SUSHI at sushi king..
and most of all we're snatching for parking at the back of our school.
everyone park at the same place..
and sometimes we went for tea time..
we'd our lunch together.
wearing the uniform walk around the town area driving the car.
haha, it's was funny when think about it.

from the very beginning, new student from pekan and johor into our class..
we're not as close yet, after that, we realised they're actually very talkative
we're isolated.. but we've own fun at our class room.
remember mopping the class floor, decorating our class and paint our class wall !
arrange our table, sleeping in class, listening to mp3 in class, eating in class..
we're like a family.

this is the very first event in SMART i forgotten what event was that - smart niaga i guess?
haha, look at us, youngster.
brand new kids.

we're having fun and that miss soon is extra xD

the next trip would be the SPCA trip.
organized by St John ambulance.

shirley, this is especially for you since u less take picture with me. this will be memorable one after standard 6.
BFF xD

a day at the beach.
well somehow, time really flies.
friends come and goes, who is real who is fake is not important, what's important is the memories between all of us.
the memories stay.
picture capture the fun moment and also capture the sad moment.
but it only can stays at that moment.
everyone also wish to have time travel back to where we are again, but it's over.

we look forward into every single day, accepting new challenges.
meeting new friends in the university.
although it might or might not be the best memories
but enjoying the moment together.
friends have infinity topics to talk about..
that's what true friends are :)

at the same time missing your friend, not to forget about your parents.
looking at them getting more and more grey hairs..
worrying about our future in university..
each of them like us to succeed in the future, and they wanted to be proud of you.
like my dad would tell people that her daughter will be a dentist one day..
although it puts pressure on me, but that what he want to see one day when he gets old.
talking to him every night makes me miss him more..
i can still remember that my mom hugged me before i left, she cried badly and say that you'll be alright, you're a big girl now.
and after she hugged me, i cried.
i miss her so much.

i don't even dare to look at her once more after i leave the door.
i scare i will miss her even more
although she's bit cranky sometimes and loves to nag, but she will always be my mom.
after came here, i miss my mom shouting my name for cleaning up the table and etc.
nagging about shoes, clothes that didn't wash.
she sacrifice when my dad when overseas to work, she alone to raise us up for years until my dad came back.
i might not know how tough she gone through but i bet she is a strong woman.

as for my dad, although he's a stingy, bad-tempered and lots more, and most of the time i hate him.
but after leaving at the airport, he will be my dad forever.
talked to him almost every night to update with him with my life over here.
it will never be enough.
and sometimes he doesn't pay full attention to what i said but yeah as usual dad.
after going into the departure hall, after hugged him for the last time, i just go straight into the hall without looking back.
looking back will make me miss him more.
i cried too, he hugged me and say : don't worry, you'll be back again with us all as a family.
i didn't even said bye to my dad and walked straight into the departure hall.
although is not far from malaysia but i still miss him.

after reaching here, i feel so home sick that i would like to go back home straight away.
i wanted to call him and talked to him but i scare i will cry..
after hold on until night time, i feel like i miss him a lot and i wanted to call him.
finally i borrowed the phone from the guy here and call his number, after he picking up the phone, i cried like mad and didn't even verbalized a single word and just cry..
i told him, dee i want to go back malaysia with you all guys.
he said, jie, you're big girl now, you have to stay strong.. you will somehow leave us one day or we will leave you all one day.. just hang around for few days and you'll be alright..
i said, i can't i miss you all i want to go back home.. i don't want study anymore..
he said, you will always be our daughter, this is your future, u decide for yourselves..
after that, i feel much more calmer and went back to room to get some rest..

so, mee and dee, i promised that i will strong, so i will do as i promised.
i'm getting used to the life over here already..
but still i miss my parents a lot including my annoying sister.
love y'all ! <3 p="p">