unspoken

the unspoken.
few weeks from home.
no matter how long i'd already get use to it but still missing them all the time.
i miss the time when we always snatch for a tv at home for the favourite show and dinner every weekends.
this is what i miss the most.

since i've been away from home, home sweet home - finally understand the feeling about it.
miss the freedom back home that i can go out any time, any where with friends.
even for a short tea time, it's the most fun time ever.
and new friends over here..
not what i expected.

somehow, believe yourselves is the most important living priority.
no matter how close you're, you still have to take extra precaution.
something, somehow happened.
ignorance although always is the best but takes time to digest the problems.
silence.
just something i used to do over here.
don't want to cause any problems over.
although i didn't do anything about it, still rumours.

just feel super stress lately and i don't know what's wrong with me.
maybe exam near the corner?
and most important is my white collar formal t shirt haven't even buy for this coming thursday exam.
thursday exam start with buddhism.

talked to my friends lately and they told me to stay strong and just be who you are.
i don't know whether i can stay strong and mature for myself.
although i have my own mind set but at the same time, i need guidance.
nobody to talk to when feel super down midnight.
back hometown, i can call anyone in the middle of the night just to talk about my problems.
but somehow, things change.

doubt that whether this is the correct path for me but i came.
so just continue the path that i've been destined.
somehow it's tough to live in a brand new world with brand new people, just i've to go on.
safety zone is always be myself.