Ami, Freunde, amici, 友達と, 친구

for you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you.

first is for you.
we've been in a great relationship for quite sometimes..
i know how's your temper goes.
you will think i'm stupid sometimes.
or maybe talk rubbish sometimes.
but okay fine.
i get it.
and WHEN I SAID HER NOSE NOT NICE AT ALL, i meant it.
and YES, her nose annoys me, SO WHAT THE FUCKING PROBLEM YOU'RE SAYING?!

i know i shouldn't say that to you.
but yeah, I HATE IT sometimes when u said that.
BORROWING books from you is something i would do to just get to know something through the books !
sorry for borrowing from you, maybe i should get it from others because all i want from the book is SOMETHING not EVERYTHING.

secondly is for you.
although we've been in a great relationship for quite sometimes.
but i don't know whether is my problem or your problem that seems like there's a barrier between it.
maybe family problem causing u to be like this?
i won't be saying anything about it.
sometimes, i feel like you're selfish.
it's your life, you had chosen to be like this.
but somehow sometimes i feel like it's very funny..
we've a very different mind.

thirdly is for you.
we're good friends, not best friend.
it's like higher than a good friend, lower than a best friend.
but have fun talking to you.
you're alright i guess but maybe just that we're not connecting to the same wire.
but somehow, it's happy to know you.

forth is for you.
we're very good friends.
or i should said best friends for some moment.
but after that moment.
we still are but just something i don't know how to explain to tell it.
but you're alright too :)
different places at the different time..
sometimes we're not that close anymore.
but still appreciate.
and i know sometimes you would never let me know anything or tell any secret to me.
i know it.
and i won't try to act that i'm jealous or something.
because who just want to protect what u worried. your problems.

fifth is for you.
you're pretty in some ways.
you're fun.
you're great.
but just i don't know what to say.
you're not the 100% perfection friend.
but you would listen to what i complained about SOMETIMES.
but as time goes by, we just chat normally.
like a normal friend.

sixth is for you.
congratulation to you.
(:
you found something that is important to you.
and i bet u're having fun with it?
hehehe :D
you've become a new person.
a new person that you're hiding it from everyone.
you've changed.
i don't know is a good way or a bad way.
because you've grown.
grown mature.
not naive anymore i guess.
you've been doing something that u think is good for you.
sometimes that protects you from pain, dissapointment, and even sorrow and angers.
if you're happy this way.
u should be staying this way..
what's more important to you..

seventh is for you.
you're a great friends.
no temper.
just great.
but maybe there's something i couldn't find in you.
or something that you never showed?
well that's all right for me..
as long you're comfortable in your comfort zone.
we spend a great time together too. :)

last is for you.
u're not a good friend at all.
seriously..
no matter since small till now, you never a good friend and maintain a good friendship.
i know that you just trying to grab attention and you hope that somebody or someone would have equal treating.
but somehow, u trying to tell yourselves that.
miracle will happen but actually it won't.
and u still waiting for it and u still continue to do the same old thing over and over again.
how silly of u.
somehow, u don't have a constant friendship with somebody.
but still you can always finds somebody in the future.

maybe you should stick to me.
i will always be here for you no matter what.
and seeing is believing.
i believe what i saw.
don't be sad.
it's just emotional problem of you.
should be happy.
everything comes and goes.
although u're not the best, but you are good enough for being who you are.
:)