rush

the rush.

rush of doing something.

but at the end, u don't have the courage to do it.

but sometimes we have to learn to let go something.

and bring out the 'um' to go do for it.

but when i succeed in one thing that u tried most of the time,

the feeling is damn good.

i feel like i'm that useless after all.

but somehow, it will fade away.

so, it's time for practice.

practice makes perfect.

nothing is perfect.

the sentences sound weird.

it's so contradiction.

anyway it's not important at all.

what's important that U TRIED.

and you give your very best in doing something.

fail or not doesn't matter.

it's the rush of doing it.

the feeling you want to do so.

adrenaline.

like i said : the rush.

well, the way u look thing have to change.

some you have to complain.

some u don't have to complain.

it's just how the way u see things.

sometimes expressing things out is better.

but keeping something behind also better.

there's no good or bad.

there's only lies and truth.

truth is always the hardest part.

u've no choice.

saying or doing something out of your control.

makes u feel good sometimes.

but at the same time, it hurts.

this is the truth.

and this is the life.

craps.

peace.