Somebody asked

Somebody asked me a question.
Why u never said hi to your high school school mates?
Why u never close with them?
Why u never talk to them?
Why u never hang out with them?
Why u never...
Always started with this.

Firstly, they never said hi to me. Although I said hi first, they never replied.
They said hi to everyone except me.
So it's obvious that I'm awkward one that standing there being ignore.
Well never feel anything thou, just feel like leaving that place.

Secondly, close with them. I think I'm not till their standard? Or maybe we're in a different frequency.
We don't have any common interest.
Or common topics.
I close with some of them but not most of them.
Some since primary and some since form 1, never even speak like more than 10 sentences.
Just I'm the loner, they're like the popular ones.

Thirdly, talk to them. Very good question. Because they never talk to me before.. Don't say that I should make a move before them.. Tried and not working.
People are not meant to be.
Just some they just hang out with their same standards? Perhaps.

Fourth, hang out?! We don't even talk, how we hang out right?! But well, even thought IF we hang out, basically I will be the loner too. So basically I could just be loner myself rather than hanging out making myself even bored.

People always said that you must speak out & breakthrough to know people not waiting for them to know you.
But what I can said is if you're sincere and really want to be a friend, you won't mind which side start first.

After you know me, you will know the different.
Some people are meant to be more quiet, some are more noisy and talkative and big movement.
Sometimes it's annoying but since I'm not that close with them, that can be ignored.

Never feel sad although they ignore me in public.
Never feel angry.
Because it not something that I precious of.
High school life is never a fun life like what others usually said.
Some maybe are.. But for me, I seriously hate school. Not just the teacher & the memories too.
Especially high school.

People come and go.
I don't really care that it's worth it or not.
I know somebody someday out there..
There's more chances and people I'm meeting soon from around the world.
(: