stranger land

on the 22nd of august, arrived at the strangers' land of Indonesia.

what can i say about this?

firstly, the first look of indonesia is full of trees and land and it's not a city at all.

it doesn't really getting my attention after all.

flying to here is a very tough decision all time.

and after landing, i couldn't believe that the INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT here is as small as kuantan airport.

it was terrible and old and TERRIBLE.

after taking all the luggage and stuff, walked out from the airport, people speaking bahasa is so tough to understand what they are saying most of the time. 

we're sent to a terrible van, it's all dirty and smells.

i couldn't believe it anymore.

the best part of this this is i got a awesome apartment and it's super nearby from the school.

although the apartment is not completely done but it's alright compare to places other that.

*god bless*

got to the apartment and served by few chinese indonesian that speak hokkien.

holy crap, my hokkien sucks like hell man and their chinese is not as good as normal chinese.

so have to speak HOKKIEN in a very broken slang.

on the very first day of arriving here, i start to miss my family so badly.

home sick.

feel like i'm lonely and i've nobody to hold on.

i miss everything in malaysia.

i wish to go back right away.

i even called my dad to let me go back malaysia.

but he said that i must stay strong and get used to it..

but i really can't stand being alone here with myself standing all alone..

i cry every single day.

i don't have appetite to eat at all..

i feel extremely sick about it.

i just want to go back to my parents.

after talking to them on the phone, i really cried and wish that they're here with me all the time.

i really miss them a lot.

and i decided to tell the agent can i go back to malaysia study..

but they said that by going back u will burn all the money that u paid..

but at least i need to study for one more semester only decided whether i'm able to go back or what.

no matter what i'm just home sick..

and went to the city over here, is all very crowded..

and people over here overdressed.

omggggggg.

i hope i can cope and stay here properly...

:( 

i miss my mom and dad :(