Life as a host.

Seriously life as a host is horrible.
Just plain annoyed.
We planned a trip to tioman.
Well, it's was okay, and cost around 300 plus.
But they choose a holiday.
As we know holiday is more expensive compare to a normal day.

Talked to them, but well some working, only can take leave during holiday.
That's too bad.
So just leave it.
1st of June, is a school holidays.
Planned that day, but now booking its too late because it's fully booked.
Because its a holiday obviously.

Ok fine, change to 5th of may.
Is a holiday too.
Wesak day.
Well sounds okay to me so I suggested on that day & 7th of may is a holiday for pahang.
Sounds better too.
We even decided to change to redang.
Because most of the tioman's resort is fully booked.

I've a cousin open a resort at redang.
He could get me better price.
And I tried to ask around, here and there.
Called and texted.
Since I know more people and more experienced in planning a holiday.
My job is to call around to ask.

So asking around, calling around, wasted my credits.
That's fine.
Created an event and wrote description.
Obviously people don't read it. Wasting my time write down tons of rubbish.
And nobody even bother.
That's fine, will write it as a status so people will keep updated.

But too bad people busy with work and not much people check their Facebook.
Ok that's fine.
So texted them.
Well, most ridiculous reason that gave is don't know how to swim.
Island got a lot of stuff to do besides swimming okay?!
You will wear life jacket.
You won't drown.
There's lifeguard.

Explained but nobody care.
They even said expensive.
HELLO?!
The cheapest packages I could get while asking around.
Included breakfast, lunch, tea, and dinner. And BBQ dinner too.
Boat transfer.
Snorkeling transfer.
Rooms.
And use of facilities for free.
What u expect more?
For the price of RM440.

If you good enough, why don't you find a cheaper packages than mine.
I will back out.
There's a girl - call Shirley.
She ask me a very funny question.
She asked : why you all have to choose expensive place?
I said : then you tell me which place cheap?
She said : idk.
Very good answer.
Because NO!
Nothin in this world is free.
If u want cheapest, stay home.
Parents paid all for you then.
U go everywhere also need money.

You don't want to go.
I won't force you.
U like it or not.
If you don't want to go, at least tell me what's your opinion?
Parents?
Money?
People?
Suggestion.
Don't like redang just say.
Suggest a place.
Go for a holiday is to enjoy.
We could make something out of it.

If you want cheap packages, book since last year then.
Or during matta fair.
Told u all there's matta fair.
But people think last min booking is possible.
And most of all during holiday you could get a room.
Nobody speak out or saying something.
Trying to get people that SINCERELY wanted to have a holiday.
Not people giving me reason that they can't swim or scare of sunlight.
I would appreciate a lot of that.

Thank for your cooperation people.
I'm just don't like to be a host.

哭泣

我跟自己说
别在哭了
没用的
只会显得你很爱哭
很烦

没有人会理你
没有人会哄你
哭也没用

哭了也要自己擦干眼泪
哭了也要自己的想办法
哭了也要坚强
因为你要独立的不在依赖着他
因为他已经累了
不在做你的守护天使

而我还是很爱发脾气的大小姐
很霸道的
很爱买包包
得让他顶不顺的时候
再怎么的说都于事无补

我不想吵了
我很累了
我只是想说出我想说的
原来...
我只是这样

heights.

just got very frustrated.
height.
short or tall or intermediate.
but then, if you're tall, why the bloody hell even care people is short.

there's a girl.
V.
annoying bitch.
seriously.
she's tall.
*whole world knows*
she's white.
*whole world knows too*
she's not SNOW WHITE.
and
she has a boyfriend from penang.
whatever i don't even care if she has a son.

the main point here is...
STOP SHOWING OFF THAT YOU'RE TALL.
we're short, so what's your point?
because u have a tall dad and mom.
genetic idiot. read your biology.
that's why she failed her physics and FORCED to change to accountancy.
IN YOUR FACE asshole.

saying she's too tall for asian blah blah blah..
we're asian, accept the fact douchebag.
even american or european some are short too..
and most of all..
she said she's too tall and wearing heels makes her feel even taller because most of her friends are short.
HELLO?! just wear and shut your ugly fat think-so-sexy lips.
and
she said most of the guys in KUANTAN are just short.
WTH.
people with different height.
i bet your boyfriend is almost the same height as you.
and people BORN with different height..
so just live your life.

walk like a duck.
fall as piece of shit.
i know.
acting cute.
so wrong! not cute at all.
and stop playing with your ugly toys.
and stop posting picture of it.
it's so annoying and pissed me off.

but that just a small matters.
BIG MATTERS is stop calling people that shorter than u short.
WHAT THE HELL.
got offended.
even im shorter than u A LOT.
got super offended because you kept on showing off how tall u were.
and i don't like it bitch.
nobody show off their height.

if you're so tall, go be a victoria secret model asshole.
but no ! because u're an LCCT AIRPORT.
no front and no back.
FLAT roti canai.
EVEN I bigger than u lol xD
and look at your eyes..
small like an ants.
and look at your nose,
pig nose.
and most of all look at how you wear.
terrible, fashion big no no.
and thinner than a stick.
maybe you should stick with your own kind.
W_yn__

you both looks so cute together.
and most of all, self confident higher than others.
like north and south, east and west, fat and thin, SHORT AND TALL.
looks great.
hell idiot people around kuantan.
and what so big deal learning so many musical instrument?!
go perform at the hall or something.
idiot.
zzzzzzzzzz

end.
just feel like express it out.