Tory Burch Jelly Bow Flats

Selling off my Jelly Bow flats because I have tons of shoes to get rid of and this is one of it.. 

Wore less than 10 times..

As seen as most celebrities they also wear Tory burch flats

Size 7

Colour : navy

RM450 include shipping.. 

As seen in d picture

Contact me thru email hi_leehom@hotmail.com

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I'm not me anymore

for quite a long time since the last time i blogged.
suddenly at this 4.17am in the morning i feel like blogging something.

gone through 1 year of uni and of course in between it many stuff happened.
i just want to clarify that what's wrong with me
because everyone, close friends trying to tell me that i'm different
yes, i couldn't agree more.
i'm different

people using you for some reason, you use other for some reason..
realised the dark side of the society and life as i grow.
backstabbing each other but try to play nice in front of them.
too fake
i understood what my dad trying to tell me all along
u can't believe anyone outside
u must believe yourselves
as i remembered what he told me, i try to stay strong all along.
try to keep out of dramas

yes, i think i did it.
but when you isolate yourselves with others, you get 1 thing that is kept yourselves in your own world
whereby you do thing according your way, u couldn't agree others
you must be very systematic, 1 is 1
but you still have the patience to tolerate with others
especially somebody that you loved and love

'i think you become more patient' she said
i laughed and say 'maybe'
you would like to help them in no matter what situation
trying to give them the best you could
but...
i don't want hurt them as well

i just don't like to do something i don't like although at last i will still do it for you
sacrifice my own way to please you because i care about you
when there's a limit for it, i wouldn't even bother to talk to you anymore
sorry, i really don't want to do thing that i don't want to do

why don't you just understand that people will become tired one day helping you
when you don't even want to help yourselves
i don't want to hurt you
but i really think you should do everything yourselves because i don't want to help you anymore
i don't want to do it anymore

seriously i don't like you playing dota
i don't like you keep stuff on the table without washing it
i don't like you play football
i don't like you always walk out the room just to find your buddy
i can't bare and stand of your dirty clothes lying all over the floor
i'm tired of telling you each every day
why don't u just change

u always tell me that u gonna change
u try to change
trying is not enough for me you know
you should be saying 'i must change'
i starting to feel weird beside you and starting to feel uncomfortable
i don't know whats that, maybe could be your words and your actions make me feel uncomfortable

my brain now like tons of stuff thrown inside it right now
i'm not tired of you is just tired of myself saying and repeating the same thing over and over again
i feel lifeless and i wouldn't do lifeless thing in my life
i want to have a meaningful life

i just... don't want to repeat myself anymore.
sorry
i'm not me anymore.

This is me.

This is who I am, and I don't get why people have to criticise for what I've did & what I'd done in my past.

I like to be alone with no crowd because I hate approaching people.
I like to be organised because I feel life without a plan is such wasted.
I like things to go my own way because I feel this is right and what the best for me.

I'm picky because I want the best for myself.
If you don't want to have the best for yourselves it's your problem.
I'm selfish because I only can trust myself no matter where am I.

I've learn what is fake. Now, I learn to adapt to it.
I've learn to keep to myself, because nobody will understand.
I've learn to hide, because its to protect myself.

But somehow no matter how to hide, or keep your bloody fucking mouth shut, and did nothing, people will still always stab u right behind & say something bad about you.

I don't have to kiss your fucking ass so I can be successful in the future.
What I will be is what I've trade in for.
I learn the hard way.
If you don't like for who I am, u can just get your own life straight and go on without me. I don't need people to bullshit me.

I don't like my life right now but I've no choice anymore.
This is not I want but I can't get what I want.
I will keep on push myself to do something what I suppose to do and not something I love to do.

No mercy.

ON MY MIND

it's Chinese New Year.

and i don't feel the spirit of the new year.

& worst is money inside the angpau is decreasing year by year.

economy getting worst or people getting stingy?

forget about it, that's not the main point.

speak out, what can u speak out by this?

recently i've some problem.

problem with people.

i've been keeping it low profile so i would keep it as you know i know situation.

but after getting telling friends, i realised i'm making mistake telling it.

i really don't feel like telling people.

i tell you because i trusted you.

but somehow, i regretted for telling.

still problem with people.

some people just self-centered.

i don't know what can i do and say to help sometimes.

i'm outta help but who can i call for help?

u've your temper so do i.

u put your temper on me and slave for your temper.

this is what i hate the most.

i don't deserve it.

you can be king and queen of the world but u ain't messing with me.

i don't like it, i hate it.

i've my dignity.

i belongs to myself.

NEW OBSESSION

again, about fashion.
saw it on some books and magazine introducing Dr Martens BOOTS.
wearing boots in malaysia.. is hot
i know! but seriously the boots looks so cute u can't barely just walk away from them.

damn nice for those boots but they don't sell it at malaysia or even singapore.
BUT then, i guess hot country won't have a chance to wear it BECAUSE it's so hot.

SHOES

recently got obsess with shoes.

and during christmas trip to Bangkok, decided to shop for shoes.

and i saw quite number of people buying Jelly Shoes.

so i decided to get a try of the Jelly Shoes - Melissa.

located at Gaysorn Plaza at Bangkok, i think Malaysia has one of it at One Utama if i'm not mistaken.

the jelly shoes cost RM 300+ as for me, it's quite expensive for a jelly shoes.

but lucky me i got it for RM100+ at Bangkok because they having sales 50%

the jelly shoes is made in Brazil, as i know quite some famous shoes also made in Brazil.

Vivienne Westwood and Jason Wu designed for Melissa.

my foot are a bit thin & somehow when i wore most of the shoes it hurts.

and as for me, i wore it for quite some times, the shoes actually just nice.

not what others say super comfy that can wear it for hours.

since it's made of plastic so it's really hurt somehow.

at the beginning, it's comfy but the material hurt my leg cause skin peeling off.

and when your foot sweat, it's sticky and uncomfortable.

but after wearing for few times, overall is pretty alright.

price that u have to pay when u want to look pretty right?

what i like about this shoes is the design is way so cute and most of the they don't have heels like most of the ballet flat. 

just don't wear this shoes to walk on the road, just stick with pavement & marble floor.

and i wouldn't suggest people to wear it for a long period of time of walking.

as for the price, quite expensive for a plastic shoes but u can get it during offer it's much more cheaper.

and quite some celebrities wearing it like Katy Perry, Blake Lively & Leona Lewis. 

so basically this shoes are just pretty alright for others.

my point of view towards this shoes.

it might not suit everyone but never try never know.

FASHION

recently saw quite number of people buying clutch for dinner etc.
as for me, a clutch doesn't have to be simple, and don't have to bring it out just for dinner.
for a normal day, u can hold on clutch for a short tea break with friends.
and recently very famous type of clutch is YSL yves saint laurent.
quite number of people buying it :D
as for me, i would like to get one when i saw it. because it's way so pretty..
very girly type of clutch.
and it cost around RM2K and above.
seriously, it's quite expensive for a leather clutch.

have been searching clutch everywhere although i haven't prepare to go for dinner yet.
but i saw this super cool and pretty clutches from Alexander McQueen.
omg *shout*
it's so cool and their famous knuckles clutch.

but seriously Alexander McQueen clutches freaking expensive.
cost around USD 1,295 even for the cheapest one.
RM 4500!
way damn expensive.
so plan to keep money.. maybe will get it when i started my intern during the 4th year.
now!
keeping money for the most pretty Balenciaga bag.
planning to get it end of this year <3 p="">Balenciaga City :D

wish to get all different colours but limited cash so just get one first will do.
so pretty!
haven't decided any colours or style YET and while waiting for newer designs or new season.
saving money + working + saving money.

<3 p="">latest obsession.

Sem break back hometown.

Well, back to this beautiful hometown soon to be invaded by Lynas.
But somehow miss all the people over here & place peaceful.
Came back for few days already.
Got busy with some immigration stuff & did my own stuff too.
But at the same time also have nothing else to do so decided to watch movies and dramas.
From Taiwan to Hong Kong, have to catch up since for a long time.

Coming back & as for today, got gathering with friends. Talked about university stuff and feel bit left out since I'm not in the local but still listen it quietly.
Mood got a bit down due to some reason.
Something changed around this town.

Memories stay forever but it will never will be reproduce anymore.
Capture moments. Love the moments. But nothing stays forever.
After struggling, I wish things will get back how it belongs. Just feeling is different right now.
Maybe I'm glad things are done & happier right now?
I don't wish anything to be perfect but at least try.
*finger crossed*
Gonna get up and stay strong to life right now.
Cry & being a coward won't change anything. Done of crying & being a coward.
Appreciate it a lot what have been done.
I wish for the best (:
Feel empty inside. I'm blank.
But nothing can be done after all.

Smile.

catch a person mind.

new year new life, i thought somebody or people would change to a new person.
just like new year resolution, somehow it ended earlier than i thought i would be.
people somehow looks good but actually they're not.
some people looks terrible but they're trying to get better.
but really i don't get why somebody have to be so pain in the ass.

i really think catching a person mind is harder than anything.
i don't get what others think.
i don't understand what others trying to do.
i don't get what people wanted to act.
i really don't get what they'd changed into.

doing something is not an easy job.
but please don't do to please somebody.
it's really annoyed.
people used to be nice and friendly.
but now used to be misterious and creepy.

i don't like to hang out with people anymore.
because they'd changed.
i don't like to talk to people anymore.
because they don't say the truth anymore.
i don't like to putting hope on people anymore.
because they will dissapointed you again.

new year resolution : being alone as usual.

Inner emotion

Since yesterday I was walking to my room mate about family problem.
It's not really family problem, just attitude between relatives and friends around them.
As for her, her relatives look down at her family because non of them are studying overseas.
In people's mind, if you studying overseas, it's like more likely to be smarter or can earn more.
People should really get off this fickle mind of them.
It gets annoyed.

Studying anywhere in the world is the same.
Just depends on you how to gonna face it with an open heart or what.
Coming to Indonesia study is not a bad thing.
Although is not a very developing country in the world, but at least they have their own teaching method that are different from others.
Before coming over here, getting bad feedback from relatives etc.
I'm so over it already but somehow cousins are still blinded with all the bullshit.
It's not really a joke anymore but still he still joking about it for no reason.

Ok, fine.
I'm so over it.
As I'm going back Malaysia in few more days, I'm excited but at the same time, have to prepare myself infront of relatives encounter some difficulty and stages of humiliation or some shit.
As times goes by, it doesn't matter anymore because there is no turning back.
Have to mentally and physically prepare myself to be smart when I got home.
I still don't get why life have to be so complicated! *scratch head*

Not everyone go Australia, England or USA will success in life.
There's cases that they failed.
So, conclusion no matter government school or private school or overseas, everywhere is the same.
You can treat it as good and bad in anyone of them.
Sometimes, it is not under your control.
Things somehow change.

Ahh! Exam this week.
Assignments this week.
School poster this week.
Going back malaysia in 4 days.
My MBMJ in 4 days.
Lovely bed and room in 4 days.
Food in 4 days.
Nightmares in 4 days.

Please treat me good. I don't want to get sick.
I will drink lots of water and be healthy when I got back.
I need to travel !

STRUGGLE

i can't believe that i'm having this super weird feelings.
this feeling i don't know how to say about.
some times, it's not that i don't want to say or act but is the thing on my mind i can't get off with.
and tired of telling the same thing over and over and over again.
still never listen.
i really don't want to care about it.
but what to do?
it's hard! can't just do what should you do?
don't be such tingle around like a kid.
grow up.

i really have to give up upon you some times.
but after an advice, i decided to do my own way.
that is give up and don't help you anymore.
helping you since day 1 is ruining your life like piece of shit.
you never listen.
and i really tired of telling you.
and tired of listening to your bullshit.
games is all you have.
then have fun with it.

second weird feelings is when i feel that i'm stingy.
ugh i don't know whether it's weird to feel something like this but somehow, my money is way more enough to be rich and eat and stay a healthy lifestyle.
but because of borrowing you, i have to eat instant noodles and eat something is way not my food.
and i really hate it.
really do.
and i don't know what to do.

ugh forget about it.
bye.

Happy Birthday to me

Todayis 30th of November and of course is my birthday.
This year is different kind of birthday because i celebrating at different place without my friends and family.
Besides that, it's somehow weird to celebrate it with new friends because it's not like we're super close yet but yeah they're awesome shit :D

specially thank to my dearest friend ever, Chiew Ee
hahahaha well, she texted me a nice message and it's way much more different way to wish me happy birthday.
i was shocked and touched because she said she's going to treat me eat whatever food i want when i got back to Malaysia.
Happiest moment ever.

Secondly thank is Miss PMS Bao Shian!
she wrote me a very long long long message on my wall and kept me waiting for weeks for her birthday present but last she said that she haven't even send it out.
Grrr! kept me waiting and it's noT that surprise.
<3 but="but" much.="much." p="p" somehow="somehow" thank="thank" very="very" you="you">
Thirdly is Miss AGUA - Jia Yin.
hahahaha oh well, touched for your long blogpost about my birthday.
and PLEASE come to medan, despo for people coming here to see me for a reason.
:D i will be waiting for you.

as for my family member - my dearest sister.
was chatting with her on facebook message.
she was writing something scary and funny.
sis : oi oi oi oi oi oi oi x infinity times
me : what? my iPod want to rosak already.. don't oi so many times will lag
sis : hahahahahahah ( all she keep on doing is laughing ) so you want ipod for your birthday?
me : yes! please and thank you. my ipod really rosak okay?
sis : maybe when i start to work and earn money. hahahaha now no money.
me : Oh no! my iPod burn for my birthday! ): my iPod surely die in this few weeks.
sis : i just can afford your iPod Suffer!
* was looking at this sentence makes me lmao! my sister is so funny! *
me : hahahahahaha Suffer!!
sis : because i need to suffer to buy you one!

P/s : awwwwwwww funny sister!

my dad - annoying one.
he BBM me last night.
he : happy birthday my darling girl.
me : thank you and where is my present?
he : hehehehehe
me : i don't see any parcel reaching my hostel.
he : later.
me : where is my present?! i want my bag!!
he : wait.. anyway, it's late already and i'm kinda sleepy.. good night jie.

P/s : OMG can't believe he said he's going to sleep when i'm asking him for my birthday present!
such an annoyed dad.

anyway, Happy 20th birthday ! :D

November month

i hope november month would be a better month because october month is terrible shit.
and november is my birthday month although is the very last day.
basically still count as my birthday month !

my parents came last week, hang around medan for 4 days 3 nights over here.
went to quite some 'expensive' places.
JW marriott to eat buffet dinner at night was the best.
and most of it they paid for the foods and transports.
i didn't even use a penny for the 3 days.
but the worst part of it was my parents gave me little bit less for my allowance.
oh damn shit! have to be thrifty for the month.

bought a new blackberry phone :D
happy kiddo !
at the same time, miss my old phone because my old devil phone cover couldn't match it.
and here can't find the same devil phone cover ):
and room is getting smaller and smaller and smaller because my stuff is growing and growing and growing.
room mates complaint about too many STUFF around the room and most of it are mine.

after one round of cleaning and packing up, finally looks much more nicer.
and cleaner.
but at the same time after that, i'm so obsessed with mopping the floor and wiping the cupboard and most of all washing the bathroom.
weird me.

and worst thing happened over here.
that stupid idiot bitch aunty getting on my nerves and it was a long story.
i hate her till the end of my life.
had a one to one conversation with my dad because of her.
and i have to say i need to thanks to a girl.
that girl just ruined my life with her bloody mouth.
acting she knows everything about it but she just being bitchy.

basically SOME of human over her acting bitchy as usual.
but ignore them.
my life still will go on how i want it to be.
i should really forget about it.
have to persuade myself about it..

and the best news every for this month is i'm going back malaysia on the 20th of december for christmas!
and the air ticket is already booked.
awesome shit !
get back to my room, my bed, my car and most of all my curry mee!
miss my auntie's cooking, the soup and the rice and freedom!
and travel to BANGKOK.
although sound kinda shitty but at least is a very good travel moment with my parents!
without bitchy lady/ drama queen.

have to get some new pants at KL soon.
and some clothes too.
or maybe shoes.
and bags.
need to shop.
need to spend.
shop till i drop.

:D
looking forwards to end of december !

complicated

very complicated feeling i had here.
it's not really what i wish for.
but somehow, mentioning about it causing lots of problems.
problems and questions that cannot be answered.

what should i do?
very confusing.
i shouldn't choose this at first?
am i at the correct direction for searching for my answer?
maybe or maybe not.

i'm sorry that i said something wrong in the past or in the future.
verbalized words that hurts.
i wish would turn back time.
everything start over again.
back to where it stared at first and i would change my future.

anger

anger rising all over again.
it's what people usually think about my choice coming over here.
it's not like that i choose to come.
i've no choice.
why people don't understand?

wanted to go australia but my dad thinks it's not worth it.
so he asked me to come here.
cause problems and conflicts between family and friends.
especially my aunties.
i appreciated their help in finding school and giving me extra choice.
i would like to choose it but don't tell me about it.
you should directly tell my dad about it.
but they don't.

after coming here, i thought time would make it less worst.
no, it don't.
aunties start to blaming my mom about it.
it's not like my mom did the decision for me.
dad asked me, it is that i confirmed to come here with my own decision?
i answered, yeah, this is what i want.
others don't understand that i don't have a choice.
do i given a choice to choose?
that's my only last choice if i want continue persue dream as a dentist.

just now, my cousin greet me with hi indian lady.
i was so pissed off with it.
i scolded him back that ask him to get his information right before scolding people indian lady.
what's wrong with going india, indonesia?!
just it's a rural area compare australia and UK.
cannot say that i'd fun here, but at least my first step to be a dentist.

just people don't get over it.
just got pissed off that's all.

unspoken

the unspoken.
few weeks from home.
no matter how long i'd already get use to it but still missing them all the time.
i miss the time when we always snatch for a tv at home for the favourite show and dinner every weekends.
this is what i miss the most.

since i've been away from home, home sweet home - finally understand the feeling about it.
miss the freedom back home that i can go out any time, any where with friends.
even for a short tea time, it's the most fun time ever.
and new friends over here..
not what i expected.

somehow, believe yourselves is the most important living priority.
no matter how close you're, you still have to take extra precaution.
something, somehow happened.
ignorance although always is the best but takes time to digest the problems.
silence.
just something i used to do over here.
don't want to cause any problems over.
although i didn't do anything about it, still rumours.

just feel super stress lately and i don't know what's wrong with me.
maybe exam near the corner?
and most important is my white collar formal t shirt haven't even buy for this coming thursday exam.
thursday exam start with buddhism.

talked to my friends lately and they told me to stay strong and just be who you are.
i don't know whether i can stay strong and mature for myself.
although i have my own mind set but at the same time, i need guidance.
nobody to talk to when feel super down midnight.
back hometown, i can call anyone in the middle of the night just to talk about my problems.
but somehow, things change.

doubt that whether this is the correct path for me but i came.
so just continue the path that i've been destined.
somehow it's tough to live in a brand new world with brand new people, just i've to go on.
safety zone is always be myself.

Mooncake festival celebration

today is moon cake festival celebration.
without family and friends.
my old friends to be specific.

no moon cake.
no tanglung.
no beach.
no car.
no moon.

first time away from home without parents beside me celebrate moon cake festival celebration.
suppose to be a family gathering day.
but i'm separated from them.
suddenly feel extremely home sick.

i celebrated it by having mcD for dinner.
and took filet-o-fish.
watching Ghetto Justice 2 on the computer.

this is how i celebrate it over here.
somehow others lazy to go out so decided to stay at home.
continue being potatoes.
boring life.

anyway, HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL 2012.

continued.

life as i go, continue.
continue on my hectic life over here with people and language.
THEY TALK TOO FAST.
okay, started my school and class on monday.

on monday, before school, it was very scary and funny at the same time because we're INTERNATIONAL students.
sounds great but it's not.
people over here don't give a damn where are u from.
they are really strict.
class was bloody hot and the aircon is not functional.
every day have to wear formal clothes to school is hot enough and most of all, i need to walk back and forth like few times.
sometimes i really feel extremely lazy to walk out from the class because it's was damn bloody hot man.
rather sleep in the class :/

first day of class, question that always been asked : WHERE IS THE CLASS.
or WHAT TIME CLASS START.
or most common thing is I'M LOST.
hahaha :D i have this problem since we're new over here.
and kept on asking around where is the bloody class and faculty.
but thank god i knew few seniors that willing to help over here (:
appreciate their help A LOT.

my class is at the 3rd floor, walk until sweat early in the morning.
and one class only have 4 aircon which is 2 not functional at all.
so basically one class with 2 aircons are bloody hot and sleepy.
toilet at school IS TERRIBLE.
no flush, no water and most of all NOT CLEAN.
but i don't know why my stomach always like to pain during class period and especially in school.
i feel damn sad :/ sigh.
always have to rush to toilet while the toilet is damn far away and most of all not clean at all.

food over at the school was alright.
don't want complain too much because it's already the best in the whole school.
walking around the campus can faint anytime so rather just stay at class.
met some new friends at school especially indonesian chinese.
they're very helpful and some even very pretty :)
they speak very good mandarin.
shame on us.
their mandarin is like those pure china/chinese slang.
*thumbs up*

for the first sem i'm going to learn AGAMA BUDDHIST.
that was the worst part ever. boring and worst.
wanted to skip that class so badly.
teach us how to be a buddhist.
told them that i'm a freethinker but too bad no free thinker class.
damn!
then besides that we're learning INDONESIA HISTORY.
how fun -.-
malaysia history is like very complicated.
now indonesia history, god bless me.
and the last is SIVIK DAN KEWARGANERAAN.
this one even boring, teacher kept on explaining about malaysia.
we want to learn INDONESIA stop talking about malaysia.
even though in malaysia, i don't really learn sivik at school.
fooling around.

worst part of university is have to study until saturday.
i hate going to school on saturday..
but no choice.
have to pass the subject so i could continue to the next semester.
and finish school around 4pm.
worst than high school.
suddenly miss high school especially form 6.

him, my friends, family and my enemy xD
hope to finish faster so i could go back malaysia asap.
i don't want to stay here.
i want go back home..
home sick.

life cycle

life over here is HECTIC.
i can't find a new word to describe about it.
i was terrible to live alone with nobody especially my friends.
suddenly i feel my friends are the best although some times they're quite sbt xD

i can't find my own peace of mind over here.
it's really ridiculous.
i don't know what to do or react.
i try to be nice to everyone but not anyone of them appreciate it.
so, it's like wasting my time over here.

besides that...
everyone over here not everyone.
is SOME of us hated one girl called leelee.
makes me think of leelee in school SMART.
she also a bit creepy and scary like the puan lee.
then we chinese have our own gang over here.
but they always left out my room mates and i basically.
and now, they even throw the hated girl next to our room because one of the girl is soooo popular among us and everyone must listen to her.
it's feel like we always got the bad thing and they always get the good things.
okay fine, we keep our mouth shut.

it's just being dump at the rubbish bin with the defect!
i don't like being treated like that and i will not let somebody treated me like that.
seriously, i will always get the best and i don't want to being treated like throwing in the rubbish bin with the defect!
not to say like i hate the leelee or what, just among us all, we're being treated like that.
if u want me to help you all, i will help you all, but doesn't mean that i'm quiet means i'm easily get bully.
the famous girl think she will be famous among us.. everyone LOVES her.
urgh.
i can't believe my hectic life over here with people like this.

friends are simple is always the best.
no need any famous, rich or popular friends to add in my list.
i can live without them also.
and i don't want to be a toy!

Complication

After coming here, i feel like university life is not easy as ABC.
after meeting new seniors these few days..
realised there's 2 gang of seniors around here..
2 different gang over here..

i'm not a very outgoing person, i don't talk much with strangers
but these is different.
one of the seniors is very down-to-earth and they're good in giving opinions.
quite funny but he's always the loner, ignore by the famous gang of seniors.

another gang of the seniors is the famous gang of the seniors around malaysia community..
they are famous community with very big gang of students..
so basically they're famous.

so these 2 gang of seniors kept on came around to talk to us and try to help us and get our attention.
we met them some at the mall, some at the restaurant that we had dinner or lunch or something else.
they taught us quite a lot of stuff.
but problem the 2 gang are not a good friend thing.
so, now we juniors feel weird to don't know which group to join.

just now had dinner with seniors..
they're quite friendly but quiet.
like my dad told me, try to out shine yourselves so other could know u better and u can gain more friends over here.
but it's about knowing seniors from the school so that they could give you some very important information..
now, it's not a conclusion yet.
we still don't know who is the bad guy or the good guy.
time tells it.

but at the same time, we have to save ourselves for something more important like study!
and also same time, know seniors and group and people we going to know more soon.
hope i don't say something stupid or hurtful so that they would hate me.
silence is golden.

after today dinner conversation between the seniors and friends over here, i have to be extra careful what am i going to say next time!
it's scary over here to talk something not related or make them offended.
pray hard to god.

i know i talk very straight most of the time when i'm at malaysia.
but most is my friend could handle me :P
new place, new environment, new people.
need to learn independent without friends.

somebody give me some guardian in knowing new friends and seniors..
thank god!