History.

Now I understand what Jiayi is going through.

I feel what she felt.

A person, A truth, A trust.

It's very important.

Is it so hard to talk?

Maybe just a chat?

I know i'm not good in socialize.

So, no matter what.

I don't like to talk.

But it different now.

i choose to say nothing.

I don't involved myself in anything.

I QUIT.

Let's get over it.

If u want to talk, just talk.

If u don't want to talk, then don't talk.

I don't force.

But making the right choice is very important.

This determine everything.

mouth shut.

it's CNY.

i can tell i'm bored.

i slept from 1230pm till 530pm.

5 hours.

i'm just bored.

well, went back to KB.

and all i can do is sit and keep quiet.

i've nothing to talk to my cousins.

not just cousins.

even friends.

forget about it.

i'm a bored person.

very bored person.

went to my friend's house.

the most i talked to is 3 people over 10 people i guess.

and most of all i just sit and do nothing.

i don't talk to my old classmates.

i don't talk to my new classmates.

how funny is it?

who can i talk to??

my life is bored.

topicless.

and most of all i can just keep quiet.

while others can talk non stop with others.

maybe i should just stay at home and do nothing..?

i miss my old friend, vee aii.

i can talk anything just everything in this world with her.

and we just crap and gossip.

but now.

time change.

it's hard to find a person that can talk to u.

and YIN YING too.

i miss her and she's not coming back.

just wish can go back time and talk to her anything during chinese period.

just miss talking to them.

it's hard to find a friend that can talk to.

not just any friend can talk everything.

sometimes...

when u're not compatible with those friends, u're not but at least try..

trying.. but i think failed..

=(

craps.

peace.