30th of july and 31st of july.

on 30th of july.
just like normal day.
went to school.
he-he.

night.
went to movie.
inception.
no comment about the movie.
just kinda blur.
i guess i didn't bring my brain to the cinema xD
the cinema was freezing cold.
over all was great *thumbs up*

31st of July.
baskin robin's day !
woke up like 730am.
i can't sleep.
9am went for badminton.
badminton was tiring.
after badminton.
went to hoiyin for brunch.
after brunch, sent baoshian and fangyuan back home.
we chatted a lot.
he-he !

reached home almost 1pm or 130pm i guess.
sat at my dad new bought sofa.
YAY.
almost fell asleep while sitting.
and lastly decided to sleep.
ZzZzz.
i felt more charged after i woke up and decided to buy something to eat.
i bought for myself and my sister.
BUT !
went i brought home.
my sister don't wanna eat.
i'm damn pissed.
whenever i don't buy for her, she blame me for not buying for her.
and whenever i buy for her, she doesn't want it.
omg !
at that moment i felt like wanna kill her.
urgh, forget about it.
more for me.

6pm drove my mom to get her car from the shop.
so i decided to go to the mall and get baskin robin.
the city was packed with cars and people.
stucked in the traffic like an hour only managed to reach the mall.
and baskin robin fulled with people too.
siens = ="
waited like 30 minutes only my turn.
but it's still worth it <3
got back home at 710pm.
and started to eat my ice cream.
YUMMYY
satisfied.
i want it some more.
and thunder.
i guess it's going to rain soon.
love the rain : )

craps.
peace.

urghz.

I wanna kill my sister.
She's annoying !
Urgh !
I really really wanna kill her right now !
Pissed !
Pissed !

apologise.

Woke up late.
Late to school.
Urgh.
Get scolded by my mom.

Forget about it.
I'm sick with that.
Reached school.
I suddenly feel there's something blocking me.
Something weird.
I couldn't say it out.
I just don't feel like talking.

Piano teacher called like 5 times.
To confirm whether I still wanna continue piano class.
Urgh.
I don't know.
I couldn't make my mind.
I feel so tension.
Everyone was asking am I going to continue.
I wanted to continue.
But I wanted to stop at the same time.
Urgh!
I need somebody to tell me.
I wanted to tell somebody.
But it seems nobody understand.

2ndly, chemistry test.
I didn't even read it.
I guess I'm gonna fail.
When I got the paper, from the Q1 till Q40.
I just don't know how to do.
Don't even have clue.
Urgh!
Fail fail fail.
I'm just a failure.
I got like C in my MUET test.
Damn !
Forget about it.

I'm so sorry to fang yuan.
I was just so emotional.
That I scolded her about the inbox thing.
But I really really felt annoyed by the emails.
I don't want other to ask me anymore.
I explained like millions of time.
I'm sorry that I said something that hurted everyone that I care.
I guess it's just an emotional movement.

I'm sick with my sister.
Whenever I finished eating outside, she'll blame on me that I didn't buy for her.
Like wth !
I don't have enough money to like buy for you.
And she got angry.
I just so sick by being blamed for something I don't need to do at all.
I need to drive out again just to fetch her to get something to eat.
I just simply don't like it.
She even use my spoon cos she lazy to walk to the kitchen.
Why everything must be her?
I don't like to share.
I hate sharing.
I HATE SHARING.
I want everything to be mine not share with her.
Whenever I needed her help, she rejected me.
I hope that she's gone from my life forever.
She always like to borrow my things even my clothes without telling me.
Never ask me !
I hate when somebody took my thing without telling me.
My mom would say : you should share with your sister.
I don't like to share !
Say I'm selfish, because this is who I really is.

I..
Sigh !
It's stupid.

Craps.
Peace.

closing up.

Morning,
Woke up.
I don't feel right.
Instead got up from bed.
Drove to school.

I felt hot.
And the assembly was almost craps.
Finished.
I walked to call my dad.

Finally my dad reached.
And go back home with him.
Ate my medicine.
And slept till 2pm.

I think I'm really tired and exhausted.
A good sleep helps me a lot.
I guess that's my life.
But still I would like somebody to company me.
But I guess it's okay for me.
: )

Now I felt more better.

Craps.
Peace.

celebration.

Sunday.
No guitar.
But got tuition class.
I went for tuition I thought I won't find anyone there.
A-ha !
I saw siew ai.
: ))
Atleast my classmate was there.

Afternoon, went to terumtum.
Fetch jiayin.
And we reached there.
Jin ann, siew ai and chee yik were there.
We waited.
For kien joe, jiayi, joann and cheryl and tien sern.
We walked to the xanax.
Vip room was big but still not enought place to sit though.
Kah wai and jeanne reached.
We ate the cake.
The cake was great.
Cheese cake ! Yummy !

Chee yik gave condom to kien joe for like a prank.
Kien joe doesn't know that is a condom.
He saw like 5 min and finally he knows what is that.
FUNNY ! xDD
I went out earlier.
To have my lunch.
I was starving.
Went to pizza hut.
Tien sern, jiayin and jeanne were following us.
3 of us had spagetti.

Later,
Kien joe, kah wai, kar ann and chee yik came and find us.
Then they decided to play snooker.
Of course.
I never play snooker before.
I went it.
Whoa, smoky.
Kah wai booked like a table.
And kien joe, chee yik and he were enjoying.
Girls sitting to see them play.

Later, about 6pm.
I've to go.
So I drove chee yik and jiayin back home.
Chee yik said he only sui bian with the girl he likes.
He : I only sui bian with the girl I like. Won't sui bian with jiayin, baoshian or you.
Me : cheh, nobody wanna sui bian with you lar.
He : how I know? But still I wanna sui bian with the girl I like, the girl I like may not like sui bian with me.
Me : see u also don't wanna sui bian with you lur.
He is speechless xD.

I think that's all.

Today.
School day.
Went back earlier.
Love it : )))
I fetch bihui, fang yuan and jiayi back home.
We chatted a lot in the car : )

No tuition.
I guess that's my day.

Craps.
Peace.

perfect saturday.

I love saturday.
Especially this saturday.
July 24.
: )
But it's not enough.
: (

At night,
Went to sushi king for dinner.
Saw miss irene.
Ha-ha!
She was alone.

My parents and sister went out for a dinner.
And my mom got a plasma LCD television.
It's from a lucky draw.
How lucky this can be.

Sunday morning.
It was niceee.
Gonna have my breakfast with parents.
Then will go for tuition class later.

Craps.
Peace.

saturday.

Finally.
It's here.
Woke up at 715am.
Felt damn heavy.
Wish that I can skipped.
Too bad !
No.

Parents and sister were still sleeping sweet and sound with the aircorn on.
Comfortable bed.
Covered with blanket.
Lay on a fluffy pillow.
Eyes still closed.
While for me, need to get up from the bed.
Blushed my teeth.
Tied my hair.
Washed my face.
Iron my uniform.
Changed it.
And damn !
Prepared for school.

My mom sent me to school.
She needed my car.
When I got on the car, I saw my tayar is flat.
I told my mom.
She quickly changed car.
I scolded her that yesterday she drove my car to eat durian.
And cause my car full with durian smells.
My stering is sticked with durian smells.
Ugrh !
That's what I hated the most.
I hate somebody drove my car out and changed everything in my car.
Move my chair.
Change the side window.
Touch my things.
And starting to complain about my car.
Drive your own car next time if u wanna complain.
Ish !
I'm sick with that.
Besides that, I hate my dad drive my car out until it's out of petrol.
Most of all, he never pump it back full tank.
How stingy he can be.

I fetched fang yuan from home.
Drove to 7-11 to get my breakfast.
Starvation.
I got bread, rocky and wood's.
I think I got something stuck on my throat.
7-11 didn't sell any strepsils.
So I got wood's.
Wood's is bad.
I want strepsils.

Reached school.
Registered my name.
And waited for the dude to start crapping.
He's damn freakingly boring.
I almost fell asleep.
And I feel like eating chicken rice.
: ((
The weather is cloudy.
: (
Suitable for sleeping.
I wanna sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
ZzZzZz..

Craps.
Peace.

turtle.

Friday is a busy day.
Normal school day : )
Morning I'd my math test.
I guess I still can manage it.
It's not that tough.
Maybe I done wrongly I never noticed.

Along my way back to class.
Jiayi came to me and asked me whether I've bring cellphone to school.
The first thing comes to my mind was she needed emergency call or something.
I was wrong !
She told me that her cellphone caught by teachers.
I was shocked but at the same time relief because I didn't bring cellphone to school.
She was so worry about her cellphone.
And quite a number of people been caught.
She wanted to ask the teacher to give her back the cellphone.
Well, I don't know whether she succeed.
I hope she does.

Today is jin ann's b'day.
Siew ai bough a cake to school and celebrate for him.
Boys from 6BK2 and boys from 6BS1 and our class helped him to celebrate.
I hope he liked it.
The cake was great.
Chocolate my favourite : ))

School having activity to turtle sanctuary.
Before going, I thought that it was lame.
On the way to cherating, I'm tired so I slept.
I can even sleep in a bus with the ups and downs and noise from khisshen talking.
Sound pollution.
I slept until I reached there and bao needed to call me to wake up.
I've a good sleep.

People were busying taking picture with the signboard etc.
And we walked to the sandy beach.
Teachers to ask us to separate into groups.
We need to gotong royong.
We picked wheat grass.
Leaves.
Stems.
Roots.
And the most funniest part is zhen ye plucked the wrong roots.
actually that roots is a plant.
Embarassing xD
We were busy taking pictures.
Chatted.
Joking around.
We'd fun.

Finished at 5pm.
We walked to a hall.
To watch video about turtle.
Before start, we took picture crazily.
Standing on the chair.
Funny poses.
Fooling around.
We'd great fun !
Video was normal.
But the people talking was boring.
Crapper crapping.
We were laughing and talking behind while teacher and baoshian were concentrating.
Feel sorry for her.
We disturbed her.

Finally, when finished.
We walked to the beach to release the turtle.
The weather turns bad.
So we quickly took few picture of the turtle and released it into the sea.
The turtle is sooooo cuteeeee : )
It's damn active when I'm trying to hold it.
It seems wanna leave me.
: (
And I saw the turtle crawled to the sea.
And dissapear into the deep sea.
I wish it can survive until when it is adult.
after releasing, it started to rain.
Rain heavily.
We waited in the house for the rain to stop.
When the rain stopped, we walked back to the bus and prepared to leave the place.
Again.
I slept again.
It's cooling and dark.
Suitable place to sleep.

We reached school about 8pm.
I rushed back home to have my dinner.
I was starving.
Got back home.
I saw my dinner.
I finished it like in 3 min.
Shows that I'm hungry xD
Took my bath.
Relaxing at the sofa.
And my mom blowed my hair.
Her hands has durian smell !
Omg !
She made my hair smells like durian. Damn !
I really need to wash my hair.
xDD

Craps.
Peace.

storm.

i don't know how to describe today.
today is normal but happy at the same time.
i'm crapping.
ignore that.

morning just like a normal school day.
very normal.
today we selected our new sixth form thingy.
president : jasher chew.
vice president : seet cheng hou.
others i forgotten.
sat at the hall for 2 hours just to vote for them.
i mean these members.

went for lunch.
i ate mcD again.
i think it's not healthy to eat mcD almost everyday.
i need to change.
change to a better meal.
not MCD anymore.
and i went back home.
i slept for an hour.
and i woke up.
shocked !
saw my phone red light blinking.
i opened the text message.
SHOCKED !
it wrote : exam result is out .. please come and take your result slip ..
OMG.
i jumped from the coach and rushed to get my damn result.
i went inside.
i saw my teacher sitting there.
she asked me : if your fail, your mom will scold you?
me : no i think.
she : then if u passed, u wanna continue diploma?
me : i'm not sure.
* my heart is beating fast *
she : *giggle* i see i see. well u wait for me. let me check for your result. and sit here for awhile.
* my heart is beating even faster *
she : OLIVIA.
me : * rushed to her room *
she : check for your name.
[ Olivia Chu Huey Woon Grade 8 passed 102. ]
when i saw it, relief.
somehow it's kinda dissapointing.
i think i can do it better.
and saw my sight reading get only 8 i guess.
i was wondering what's wrong with my sight reading.
i think i did great in my sight reading.
problem is my scales is damn suck and she gave me a high mark = ="
and aural test fail for sure.
my pieces : not bad.
relief but dissapointing.
but .. somehow i passed my grade 8.
officially diploma student.
* proud *

tuition was great.
i understood.
and done my homework.
yay next week no tuition for monday.
take a rest.

craps.
peace.

back.

Long time never update.
Ok.
Start from saturday.
Early in the morning,
Went for a badminton game.
From 9am till 1045am.
I need to left early because I need to work.
I don't feel like playing.
I had headache.
Not feeling good.
I fetched jiayin back home.
And I rushed to work.
Students were doing good.
Practised their piano.
It's good.
Smoothly.
And I haven't ate any meal.
I finished at 230pm.
And I got back home and changed my clothes.
And rushed to eat something to eat.
I ate KFC : )) yummy !
And after that I rushed to tuition class.
Chemistry : )
I didn't feel tired.
Just kinda bored.
And I understood what the teacher was teaching.
Great start.
Finished at 530pm.
Exhausted.
Get some sleep.
And start to online.
And I guess that's the whole day.

On sunday.
I'm damn tired.
I skipped my guitar class.
I slept until 11 something.
And I woke up.
Um, watch movie.
Eat some junk food.
And sat at the coach.
Having the relaxing day.
And had my facial.
And had my dinner at sushi king!
I ate the most : ))
I love sushi.
I'm damn full after meal.
Conclusion : relaxing day.

Monday.
School day.
Another boring school day.
I'm damn freakingly tired.
I wanted to just find a bed and sleep.
But somehow I got to sleep after PA class.
And got back up for the next class.
Afternoon need to help my dad to post his letters and few other documents to be send somewhere.
Night : tuition : (
Tuition was confusing. And stressful. I almost gone crazy.
But I understand.
Just some few careless mistakes.
Sigh.

Tuesday.
School again.
Boring.
Muet exam.
And skip classes.
Chemistry and math.
Another relaxing day.

Craps.
Peace.

love today.

july 16

i will remember it.
: )

today school was great.
homeworks.
homeworks.
homeworks.
homeworks.
i really need a break.
others are not really important though.
hm.
tomorrow start to work.
tomorrow having badminton.
tomorrow having tuition class.
tomorrow is a busy day.

craps.
peace.

relief.

great.
piano exam is over.
finally over.
i'm damn freaking nervous before exam.
i'm sweating like mad.
i even wish for a sweat absorber handkerchief.
but.
useless.
the examiner is a woman.
very picky woman.
she gave me the stressed look.
very stressed.
and made me stressed tooo.

slip notes.
wrong bars.
wrong scales.
but overall was okay i guess.
wish i don't fail.

okay.
i practised from 830am til 11am.
whoa.
non stop man !
muscle cramp.
super cramp.
i hope it will gone after few days.
i need to play badminton.
and i need to work !

after piano exam.
got back home and changed.
and went to the mall.
watched movie.
ate sushi from sushi king.
yummy.
but full.
very full.
ate like mashed potato + hotdogs + sushi set.
my stomach almost bursted.
but somehow i'm relief.
finally i'm done with piano.
no more practising.
no more extra class.
most of all no more aural class.
no more singing.
ga-ga-ga-ga.

oh ya!
i changed my blackberry's 'shirt'.
hot red xD
i love it.
that's all i think.

craps.
peace.

pressure.

Wednesday.
Having extra curriculum activities.
1stly was st john.
Nothing much.
Just need to make a group to have presentation on CPR, choking etc.

Chemistry club.
Yay!
We made perfume.
Kinda failed.
But we going to redo it next 2 weeks.
Today.
We did pandan flavour perfume.
But ended up pandan + uhu gum flavour.
Stinks.
Alcohol stinks.
Acid more stinks.
Accidentaly poured the acid on my hand.
My hand stinks as a skunk.
The smell is still there.
Eww!
Heated the beaker.
And when we took it out, all the dilute was dried up.
Left pandan leaf!
lol.
Funny.
Everyone camwhoring in the lab after the perfume making.
We had fun.
Real fun !

Biology class was boring.
Not even a single people in my class understood what teacher was teaching.
Even bao shian.
And she doesn't let us out until when recess is almost finish.
- -"
Recess, done my math tuition h/w.
And prepared to go home.
Back home.
Last minute call.
Teacher called and I need to attend extra class.
I not even played my pieces.
I just played my scales.
Contain like 84 scales I guess.
For hour and half.
My hand damn freakingly pain.
Now I need to rush my scales.
And bad comments from teacher.
Oh god!
I need to practise like million of times.
But time is running out.
Tomorrow 2.27pm.
The door of hell is officially open for me.
I really need a wish right now.
Will do anything to get my scales done.
I hate scales.

Yay! Tomorrow gonna eat sushi.
Sushi : )
Yummy !
After tomorrow.
Everything will be more relax.
No more piano class.
No more aural class.
But need to work for next week.
Sigh.

Craps.
Peace.

soul-less.

Today.
Late for school.
And went for assembly.
It was bored as usual.
Biology class.
Biology test.
I think I'm gonna fail.
For sure !
Sigh.
Sigh.
Forget about it then.

After biology,
I think is PA and MUET.
PA can't skip class.
But MUET skipped.
Walked around the school just to waste the time.
Chat with jeanne.
Sigh.
Boredom.

Recess.
I felt sick.
Mathematics T h/w a LOT !
Tuition and school.
I'm damn lazy today.
Super lazy.
Chemistry 2 periods.
Ponteng in the class.
S.L.E.E.P.I.N.G.
I really slept for 2 hrs.
Whoa.
I need that.

The last period was tan jin ooi.
Damn freakingly stupid.
Damn hate her.
Pissed!
She act the innocent face.
She kept saying to ask us to keep quiet.
Damn !
If have noise, the class won't be damn boring.
Pissed !
Go to hell.

Just went for piano class.
Hour half played non-stop.
My hand pain.
Well, need to sacrifice abit since piano exam is around the corner.
: (
Today I need to go to the mall to get the plain rank.
Sigh!
Just wondering why I'm so busy while others is so free.

Craps.
Peace.

happy.

Today.
Schooling day.
Reached school.
Having assembly.
Bored.

Biology class!
Yay !
Experiment xD
Experimenting to observe cheek cell and onion cell.
Whoa.
My experiment rocks!
I've the most beautiful cheek cell.
And the most distinct cell that can see nuclues : )))
While for onion cell,
Still good.
But not as good as baoshian's onion cell.
But I'm satified : )

Well most of the periods were bored.
Especially tan jin ooi.
Bored to death.

Recess.
Haha!
LMAO.
Chiew ee is soooo funny!
Damn funny!
HAHAHAHA !
Well tomorrow having exam.
Biology exam.
Sigh!
Haven't study abit.
Well.
Just read thru will do : )
Got tips xD
Last but not least.
Tuition tonight.

Craps.
Peace.

sagittarus.

乐观与忧愁：射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候 很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件 事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。 现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础 上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍 小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座 看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。 拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊 心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚 的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。 多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的 人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值 得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手 感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式 是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果 你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶 段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。 射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！ 　　人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？ 射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨 慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了 达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。 在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座 会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。 　 人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分 手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告 诉你，我很好不用担心。 　　在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细 腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所 以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…

7-11

today i woke up at 9am.
9am is early.
no guitar today.
should be sleeping till 10am.
well,
i woke up.
forget about it.

my dad called me.
dad : what u doing?
me : just woke.
dad : what?! do u know what time now?
me : dunno. i think it's 9am.
dad : 9am and u just woke up from the bed.
me : so what's the problem?
dad : nevermind forget about it. i'm going breakfast after fetch mei from tuition class.
me : so? u telling me that u wanna come and fetch me?
dad : yes. u better get your ass from the bed and prepare. going to fetch u about 945am.
me : okay okay okay okay. bye
*conversation end*
i got my ass from the bed and walked to the bathroom.
and facebook-ing.
ha-ha-ha!
and went for breakfast.
at first, my dad wanted to eat mcD.
and re think about it.
nahh.. not going.
well ended up at oldtown.
sat there almost quite a long time.
and went back home.
i saw yee ven and siew ai on the way.
i think they're going to tuition class ( ryan chong ).
then got back home.
prepare to go ecm.

my dad !
last minute called me to get something for my mom.
so i rushed to yi gor's kopitiam to get something for her.
and taman selera to get porridge.
unfortunately..
that shop didn't open.
and i saw joann there ! : )

drove to the hospital.
and left the thing there.
and i told my mom i need to go to the mall.
and she asked me whether i have enough money.
haha !
it's miracle !
this is the first time she asked me whether i've enough money.
usually i use my own money.
well, i asked from dad.
gagaga !

the mall.
eclipse was nice.
very nice.
especially the fighting part.
: )
well, too much of kissing part.
kinda annoying.
some others audience shouted and making those funny noise like never seen people kiss before.
= ="
before that.
went for sing k.
haha !
haha !
haha ! all i say is laugh.
sang mostly a-mei's song.
i love sing k xD

after eclipse, out from the cinema.
shocked to see jiayi, yit yee, joann, kar ann, dickson and loh kien joe and law kah wai.
they wearing slipers.
lol !
they went for yamchar and last minute decision to sing k.
shocked to see them there though.
and followed them to sing k.
99% is listening.
1% is sang a song = because u live.
= ="
after that, most of them went home.
i'm waiting for the next movie = predators.
walked around the mall.
walked.
walked.
and finally ended up at the cinema.
bought popcorn * my favourite *

well, movie was boring.
almost felt asleep.
boring.
boring.
boring.
super boring.
*yawn* *yawn* *yawn*
then went back home.
took my bath.
and online : ))

well, that's all.
craps.
peace.

time.

Sunday.
This sunday seems different.
I don't know what's so different.
Well, forget about it.
I'm lazy to think about it.

Yesterday night,
I wanted to get something to eat.
When walked down the stairs.
Remembered my dad it's outside.
so I called him to get me something to eat.
McD !
Gosh.
Waited for him more than half an hour.
He's damn slow.
Starvation.
When he's back,
The mcD is cold.
- -"
Well have no other choice to eat it.
Sigh.
Never ask my dad for special delievary anymore.
Damn freaking slow.

Yesterday I webcam-ed with my cousin from australia!
I miss her so much!
Saw my aunty and uncle.
I miss them.
It has been a long time never see them.
Miss them so much.
I must webcam with them often.
I can't wait to visit them soon : )

Craps.
Peace.

saturday.

today.
is saturday.
it's a holiday.
early in the morning.
went to badminton.
first time see sooo many people playing.
i mean it's crowded.
i reached late.
not i'm driving.
jiayin the pro driver driving.

then.
many people said i look soul-less.
well.
do i?
hm.
soul-less.
haha.
and had a good chat with chiew ee !
hahahahahaha !
highly confidential.
xD

then went to visit my mom.
sigh.
i miss her.
so sudden.
she can't go home yet.
well, that means..
i need to do her housework for her.
firstly, i need to cook !
seriously cook?!
i will burn the kitchen down.
so i decided to buy.
and maybe i'll fry eggs.
secondly, i need to wash clothes !
seriously washing?!
i will spoil the washing machine.
but i'm thinking to send it to the laundry shop to wash it xD
but dad asked me to wash by using washing machine.
well..
washing machine is difficult to control.
too many steps.
too many procedures.
urgh, well throw this to my sister to do since she wants to volunteer : )
thirdly, i need to throw rubbish !
whoa. rubbish stinks !
that's not a problem at all.
just ewwwww ~!
lastly , i need to boil hot water !
well, just a piece of cake.
minor problem.
*wet wet water* xDDDD
i need to do so many things while my mom is not around.
i miss the time when she's around.
maybe after today.
MAYBE
i will help out her to cut down her housework.

i'm feel so lazy today.
i don't really understand what's the chemistry teacher was talking about.
i think i'm just soul-less.
i don't know where my soul went.

craps.
peace.

accident.

i went out just now to see my mom.
then.
i went to piano class.
then.
something happened.
accident.
little scratch on my hand.
but car.
disaster.
disaster.
dad going to bring me to the insurance company to ask whether can claim.
well.
i'm so not going with him.
he sure will keep on nagging me.
well.
let he do all this.
and i'm using my mom's old car.
sigh.
my mom's old car.
it's really very old.
and it's hot.
engine something wrong.
well.
im going to use that car in the future.
SIGH.
well.

dad never scold.
he just threw something.
means he's mad.
i'm so afraid that my dad going to 'kill' me.
so i called my friend.
well.
thanks for helping.
i'm so scare just now.
but.
i think now is okay.

i'm so reckless.
reckless.
i think i should change.

craps.
peace.

moodless.

Go back home.
Trying to get some sleep.
And in a sudden.
My dad woke me up.
Something happened.
Something shocked me.
Drove out with my dad.
He left everything behind.
And rushed.
When reached there.
Nobody is here yet.
And we asked.
And we waited.
I'm fear.
: (

school.

I'm at school now.
No teacher.
Chatting with bao shian.
Today.
Is an cooling day.
Hope there's no teacher for the whole day.
I'm sick of studying for this week.

thinking.
Thinking.
Thinking.
Many thinking has been going on.
Well.
I think should solve it myself.
Don't wanna get any help from others.
Problem should be solve by myself.
I'm not heartless.
This is who I am.
I don't care.

Love me or hate me.
Craps.
Peace.

random.

Yesterday.
Was wednesday.
I skipped school.
Because it's too boring at school.
Decided to skip.
Most incredible thing is.
Bao shian finally skipped school.
It's a most miracle thing.
She never ever skip school for no reason.
Now.
She done it.
Good job ! : )
I woke up in the morning.
Went for piano class.
Sigh.
Piano.
Complained by teacher that it's horrible.
Horrible.
Horrible.
Sigh.
Will improve it.
After that I went to hoiyin.
For breakfast.
I ordered a curry + soup mee.
Yummmmyyyy : ))
And we gossiped.
Gossiped many things.
Ha-ha!
Then I fetch yityee back to her home.
And on the way home, decided to pass thru our school.
SMART.
Ha-ha-ha!
And 'show off' to dai lou that we ate our breakfast.
Ka-ka-ka!
And I fetch jiayi home.
For me, of course I'm not going home.
I went to air putih to eat chicken rice.
It's not enough for me for just a bowl of curry + soup mee.
Sat there for awhile before I went home.

Then at night.
Went to tuition class.
I understood the front part.
But don't understood the end part.
I change to mon and wed class.
Tues and thurs I need to work.
It's time for me to work.
I need cash.
Parents just don't wanna give me cash.
But I understand that they want me to know money is difficult to earn.
Money don't drop from the sky.
Well.
Now I understand.
Asked money from them already very difficult.
In addition asking money from them.
Sigh.
The only way.
Want money?
Earn for it.

Today.
Is thursday.
Whole day no teacher attended the classes.
Only one.
Mrs Tan Jin Ooi.
She said for choir students, u teach them when they're back.
For those skipped class, don't care.
I don't give a damn.
Who cares?!
Whole day stayed at BK2.
Jiayi and Bihui brought laptop to school.
Online, gaming etc.
Well.
Me gossiped with jiayi they'll.
Sigh.
I don't know what to say.
Speechless.
But there is few part is quite boring.
I'm bored to death.
Dramas.
Sigh.
Don't know what to say.
Dots.
Dots.
Dots.
Mind my own business.

My dad is home.
Well.
Not excited nor sad.
But he's going to KL soon.
Well.
Used to that he's not at home.
For my mom.
She suddenly talked about sensitive topic with me.
She talked about my lame cousin about borrowing clothes.
Like seriously?!
I don't even wanna borrow anything from her.
I'm pissed.
If I want something, I'll get for my own.
I need to get baju kebaya.
Sigh.
Sick of finding traditional clothes.

Tomorrow.
Teacher will be attending class.
Sigh.
Bored.
Siens.
Study.
Books.
Words.
Notes.
Headache.

Sick of my dad and mom.
When they talked, they started to fight.
Sick of hearing them quarrel.
I'm sick.
Kept quiet.
Listening to ipod.
To ignore them.

Today.
I went to mcD.
There's a few policemen.
Drinking coffee.
Ha-ha-ha!
They saw me walking alone.
They asked me.
Police : jalan sendiri?
Me : ya.
Police : baru habis sekolah?
Me : ya.
Police : mana ibu?
Me : kerja.
Police : kenapa tak balik rumah? Lepak di tc.
Me : rumah takder org.
Police : lain kali jangan lepak di tc seorang.
Me : ya.
*walked away*
Shocked that policeman asked me to go home.
LOL !
Today is the mosy busiest day.
I drove around the town to get my stuff done.
St john uniform finally done.
Cost me a lot.
Sigh.
Cash cash cash.
He-he!
Well I think that's all for today.

Craps.
Peace.

sigh.

now.
i hate to go home now.
hate.
hate.
don't even wanna see anyone in my home.
i just wanna stay outside.
being a homeless human.
sick of my home.
sick of my house.
even sick of my parents.

not feel like talking to them.
not feel like seeing them.
not fee like touching them AT ALL.

well.
my car is my friend.
lol.
and my second home.
i'm so gonna change my timetable.
need a new one soon.
i need to work soon.
i need cash.
i need money.
i need to have fun.

i wanna eat whatever i want.
play whatever i wanna play.
laugh whatever i wanna laugh.
skip school when i wanna skip.
i do what i wanted to do.

again.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
don't wanna talk about it.
i'm sick of it already.
silence is golden.

craps.
peace.

craziness.

today.
have no teachers.
hang out at other class.
lol.
3 classes.
and chased by teacher for 3 times.
too noisy.

when recess,
there's a teacher say : kelas kamu ni selalu ade party.
lol.
whoa.
ultraman still ultraman = ="
no comment about that.
and sorry to a guy.
gary ng.
lol.
i scared him.
well nothing much.

2nd class.
jiayin's class.
craps a lot.
i'm kinda blur when they talking about sdo.
lol.
not a gamer person.
and chatted about computer, technology.
also blur = =
and MOST FUNNIEST PART.
i PURPOSELY pull jiayi's chair when she going to sit.
well.
i didn't pull much.
just a little bit.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
laugh until my stomach pain.
sorry ar Jiayi.
joking : )
peace.

lol.
tiring day.
not because study.
is laughing too much.
all energy gone to laughing.

most of the were discussing about the K box thingy.
and other craps.
lol
i forgot.

me and bao shian.
we love to gamble.
lol.
i lose the bet.
sigh.
never think of that.
that was shocked.
ka-ka-ka.
THANKS CHEN BAO SHIAN treated me ice cream.
yummy : ))
finally somebody treat me ice cream.

went out.
bought my clothes.
yay : )
well too bad the person can't help me to change.
nvm.
i will find my own tailor.

craps.
peace.

this and that.

Well.
It's late at night.
Still.
Blog something.

Just now.
Finished chatting.
Off the computer.
Suddenly,
I felt hungry.
Walked downstairs.
SOFTLY.
And *click* on the stairs' light.
Walked towards the kitchen.
Looking for food.
Well.
I didn't on the light.
Kitchen I mean.
Searching...
Searching...
Found nothing.
Just gardenia bread.
And few botol of coke and sprite.
And sweets?
Was wondering where the sweet came from.
And finally.
The refridgerator : )
My favourite spot.
Opened the door.
The light flashed.
Eye blinked.
I saw variety of my favourite foods.
Sushi.
Cake.
Mashmallow.
Ice-cream ( baskin robin *yummy* ).
Kit kat.
Some raw salmon.
Bottle of red wine.
apple juice.
Cheese.
Ham.
Hotdog.
Some red bean?
Hmm I guess is my moms.
Heaven.
Cadburry.
And some biscuits.
I'm in heaven.
Heaven.
Started to pick few things to eat.
Kit kat, take a break.
Yummmyyyy.
While I'm eating, open the cover of the apple juice.
And drink straight from it.
Love this!
I couldn't care less.
Eat is more important.
Because I'm starving.
While enjoying,
Suddenly,
I heard,
Somebody walking down the stairs.
Walk towards the kitchen.
And I can't see clearly.
Because I didn't on the light.
And somebody shouted.
WHO IS INSIDE THE KITCHEN.
I didn't replied.
My mom!
She took a peek.
And said : WHAT ARE DOING IN THE KITCHEN?
Me : obviously eating.
Mom : do u know what time now?
Me : yes of course. 2am in the morning.
Mom : good that u know. Dressing in pyjamas.
Me : I know I know. What u doing downstairs?
Mom : I heard somebody downstairs. I thought there is any intruder or thief.
Me : mom! Please. We have a security alarm.
Mom : don't blame me. In case.
Me : okay okay.
Mom : why are u eating without on the light?
Me : I love to eat in the dark.
Mom : u're weird.
Me : be proud then.
Mom : okay, are u done eating?
Me : almost. U wanna have some?
Mom : no thanks. Don't eat ice cream middle of the night. And don't eat too much. Later u can't fall asleep.
Me : okay.
Mom : don't eat finish. I just bought it. Nobody eat those yet.
Me : go and buy again tmrw if I finished it.
Mom : no. You'll eat like a piranda. I bought it today. When I wanna eat tmrw. It's gone. Haven't even touch the plastic and puff gone.
Me : he-he.
Mom : don't he-he me. Get back to bed. Don't drive out to mcD to get something to eat. I know you well.
Me : I'm finish. Okay.. *walking back to my room*
Mom : sweet dream.
Me : night.

Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha.
Mom always will be mom.

Again.
Craps.
Peace.

sunday.

today is sunday.
i wanted to have my breakfast at Hoiyin.
but.
no car.
my mom drove the car to the market i think.
well.
plan cancelled.

so,
woke up.
found out it's 920am.
bounced from the bed and get ready for guitar class at 93oam.
that was fast.
he-he-he.
drove there.
almost accident.
*phewwww*
nothing happened.

at 11am.
went to oldtown to have my breakfast.
and again.
shop for dress.
drove around kuantan town.
from sri kuantan to air putih and again to megamall.
and lastly east coast mall.
looked for a dress is soooo difficult.
= =

shop by shops.
found nothing.
at last found one at airputih.
finally.
i love it.
cost me...
100+ bucks.

went to ecm.
to sing K.
saw fang yuan there.
and jiayi with her gang.
and i went sing again.
well,
i sang alone.
mostly leehom's song.
and few others.
i guess.
ha-ha-ha.
train for my aural test for piano.

at night.
mom went out with sister.
for dinner of course.
then i need to find my own food.
ate MacDonald.
and rushed to piano class.
sang my aural.
teacher said : u better don't be a singer in the future. i won't buy your album.
i was like LOL = = i won't.
i know myself.
i can't sing.

during shopping for dresses.
there's one aunty.
young aunty.
no.
jie jie?
lol can't find a name for her.
well, boss then.
she helps me find some dress.
omg.
she even get me some funny dress.
well the dress is not funny.
but the time i wore.
it's hilarious.
HILARIOUS.
gosh.
i picked myself.
finally.
i picked one.
very nice.
love it.
and tried it on.
that boss said : you look good in that dress.
me : thanks.
boss : do u wanna buy it?
me : think 1st.
boss : okay. i give you see other dress.
* walk to the dresses *
boss : u can try this and this and this. looks good too.
me : well the dress looks good in the model doesn't mean it looks good on me.
boss : u still can try it on.
me : okay.
* trying trying tring *
and shocked.
hilarious.
stop trying the next one.
and wore the one i love out.
and boss : looks good. really good. your shoulder looks nice in that dress.
me : huh?
boss : you see. the bone structure.
me : ^^
boss : and you look thin.
me : oh thanks. * take it as a compliment *
boss : looks too thin.
me : oh thanks. * = = *
boss : most of the customer can't wear as pretty as u.
me : oh okay. thanks.
boss : really.
me : oh. * suspicious look *
then finally i bought the dress.
i hope i can wear it for few years.
and again hope i got chance to wear.
LOL

again. craps.
peace.

airplanes.

it's just a random title.
airplanes.
in the sky.
freely moving.
fly where they wanna fly.

i want something that i want.
i want to say something.
it's so hard to say it out loud.
i never thought it would be so hard.
sorry.
i don't mean to do that.
i wanna say but it's stuck.
some where.

keep it as a secret then.
well.
i'm so sorry.
i can't tell the truth.
i tried.
but failed.
i'll keep it in my heart then.

it's so hard to say!
hard to say.
hard to say.
hard to say.
i'm desperate.
i wanted to say.
stopped.
forget about it.

craps.
peace.

fun.

Today.
Was.
Fun.
Smart niaga.
Is a new experience.

Camwhoring.
Pictures.
Laughters.
Conclusion :
Fun !

Well.
2 things.
Ultraman.
And.
Water.
Ewwwwww!
Ewwwwww!
Ewwwwww!
Ewwwwww!

Okay.
Well today.
I bought a dress!
Finally.
He-he.

Again.
Emo half of the day.
Well.
Problem solved.
I'm happy now.
: ))

sigh.

happened something.
something.
my friends.
had a fight.
well.
i have nothing to say.
i'm speechless.
and
it's not like something super important.
just a very minor problem.
but still.
chaos.
she cried.
well.
cried for something.

i don't really know what's wrong actually.
don't wanna get involved.
just mind my own business.
time will solve the problem.
and
something changed.
not the same anymore.

get along with it.
nothing perfect.

schools.
no study whole day.
great !
having great fun.
today is Jiayi's b'day.
her classmates give her a surprise birthday.
i hope she's happy.
i think she's happy.
walked around.
sat at the dewan whole day.
listen to some.
coloqium thingy.
bored.

chatted with chiew ee.
HAHAHAHAHA.
she gave me that evil look.
when i told her something.
she's EVIL.
hahahahahahaha.
laughter.
funny.
funny.
funny.
i'll remember her evil look.

craps.
peace.

boring.

Today
Is
Boring.

Especially after recess.
hot day.
Super hot day.

I'm bored.
So.
I just make some origami.

Gave it to most of my friends.
Fang yuan.
Bi hui.
Waynee.
Chuiteng.
Jiayin.
Baoshian.
Chiew ee.
And ofcourse myself.
: )

Seeyong suddenly came beside me.
And said.
He wanna learn how to do origami.
I was shocked.
And told him.
Are u sure?
He said he learnt before but forget how to do.
And finally.
I taught him.
I asked him : u never kao lui before izzit?
He said : no lui to kao.
I said : oh. Learn this then can kao lui?
He said : yes. Can kao lui.
I said : so I teach u to kao lui?
He said : ya.
Then suddenly leela came in.
She said : see yong, olivia teach u do make origami?
He said : yes. To court a girl.
Leela : haha. *laughing* olivia teach see yong to court girl. Funny larrr.
I said : court siva 1st. xDD

Nothing much.
Dad is not at home.
Mom is busy.
Sister busy playing games.
Loner.
Used to it.

Craps.
Peace.